Ok Im starting to think it's a message from god that I shouldn't do drugs or something...
I've been to raves a bunch of times, and u know how u get random ppl coming up to you asking if you want some m? Every time I buy m that way, it does absolutely nothing except make my pupils huge, make everything feel a bit odd, and after about 4 hours, I feel like throwing up and can't sleep!
Are the chances of getting pure and good MDMA really that slim? I mean 7 times! Never felt any of the described effects...
Also, I got this "e" once, it actually felt pretty amazing at first, but then the friend I was with, started getting the worst paranoia EVER, (I mean he thought my house was gonna collapse and we would all die o_o), and from calming him down, I got a really bad trip also... It was so bad I can't even describe it. I have no idea what the pill was...
Is MDMA ok to use for smart philosophical people? I'm a very analytical person , I always observe ppls emotions and deduct what they're thinking about... Its hard to explain, but I got that bad trip from pretty much thinking too much! Is that also a problem? Do u just need to let go and trip the fuck out when on e? Cause I get the same problem when on pot or even alcohol... But usually with pot you get distracted easily and so I stop thinking about life and stuff and just enjoy the buzz. I'm scared I'll start thinking too much while on m and won't be able to stop, like last time.
Whatcha guys think? Lol
I've been to raves a bunch of times, and u know how u get random ppl coming up to you asking if you want some m? Every time I buy m that way, it does absolutely nothing except make my pupils huge, make everything feel a bit odd, and after about 4 hours, I feel like throwing up and can't sleep!
Are the chances of getting pure and good MDMA really that slim? I mean 7 times! Never felt any of the described effects...
Also, I got this "e" once, it actually felt pretty amazing at first, but then the friend I was with, started getting the worst paranoia EVER, (I mean he thought my house was gonna collapse and we would all die o_o), and from calming him down, I got a really bad trip also... It was so bad I can't even describe it. I have no idea what the pill was...
Is MDMA ok to use for smart philosophical people? I'm a very analytical person , I always observe ppls emotions and deduct what they're thinking about... Its hard to explain, but I got that bad trip from pretty much thinking too much! Is that also a problem? Do u just need to let go and trip the fuck out when on e? Cause I get the same problem when on pot or even alcohol... But usually with pot you get distracted easily and so I stop thinking about life and stuff and just enjoy the buzz. I'm scared I'll start thinking too much while on m and won't be able to stop, like last time.
Whatcha guys think? Lol

Will I be able to fall asleep and not have huge pupils? Cause I've seen many people on m.. They seemed veeery fucked, if I came home like that../