bothered

[lilygirl]

I’m bothered
Today
I’m bothered that it’s cold
And it’s snowing
And it’s dark
And I had to worry about getting home okay
And I’ll have to worry about surviving once I’m move to Montreal
If
If I move to Montreal
I’m bothered that all my friends are sick
And I’m sitting here, healthy… left out, almost
Sitting here, pretending these chills, and the one time I’ve sneezed all night, means I have the right to skip outa responsibility tomorrow
And I know that’s not true
I’m bothered that I’m bored
So hopelessly bored with my routine
The routine I worked so hard to have
At a time when tomorrow was so uncertain
I’m bothered that you haven’t called me
Or tried to see me
And I hoped for you
Just like I hope for everyone else
That just seems to walk away
But mostly, I’m bothered that I’m bothered
On this beautiful night
My favorite time of day
With the crystals of hope
And a fresh new day
Shower the land
Maybe there will be a snow day
Tomorrow
And I’ll wake with a message from you
Or two
Or three
Fuck it, my whole machine
And the world will be white
And the nights won’t be so dark
And I
I won’t be so bothered

 

[Roxie]

Hey Lilygirl...that was cool. We did get snow and we did get a snow day. I'm gettin better and hopefully we can do something tomorrow...hopefully even tonight, but most definately tomorrow