ya know!?! sometimes youre just bored and what else is there to do? well, I did work 12-4 but now home and have zero to do till morning (regular 9-5 during week). smoked a bowl to relax and all is good but ill be honest, the thought of dope did hit the head. no shot of it happening; few reasons:
1. I have a drug test Tuesday for my bupe; last thing I need is to not have my bupe.
2. I really dont want/need it and have been good the last 6 months aside from last weekend (shot time).
so, what to do? well, I write a blog here on bluelight to kill time while high and watching the Lakers/Knicks game. kinda fun to read back on your blogs as time goes on; I read back on my first one a minute before I did this and it's before I was even close to clean. it's actually when I was at my worst and it's me on here just saying I am a junk bag. ha. kinda funny.
well, bye-bye to myself, since its my blog/posts.
1. I have a drug test Tuesday for my bupe; last thing I need is to not have my bupe.
2. I really dont want/need it and have been good the last 6 months aside from last weekend (shot time).
so, what to do? well, I write a blog here on bluelight to kill time while high and watching the Lakers/Knicks game. kinda fun to read back on your blogs as time goes on; I read back on my first one a minute before I did this and it's before I was even close to clean. it's actually when I was at my worst and it's me on here just saying I am a junk bag. ha. kinda funny.
well, bye-bye to myself, since its my blog/posts.