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claptonisgood

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What's up! I have been playing blues guitar since I was about 17, and it's been great. When I was 19 or so, I took my first ever dose of MDMA. I felt wonderful, sense of peace--the whole nine yards. But ever since then, I feel like I just can't feel the blues like I used to. Could all be in my head, who knows. Any others have a similar story?
 
That's one problem with MDMA. It so strong that it overshadows the feelings that you have experienced. It's like the one super feeling that you can never reach. Now you are probably constantly comparing your feelings with that experience, this is why you don't feel it anymore like that. It's like you find something that makes you extremely happy but you lose it then.
Just keep playing, the feelings will come again with time.
And keep your hands off MDMA, in my opinion it's totally not worth it, especially in the case of long term effects in regular users. Try to save your Trip as something unique.
 
Yeah, that's pretty much how I thought of it. Kinda seems like the forbidden fruit in a sense....
It seems like it gets a persons mind to only enjoy things that are "one size fits all" in a way. Life just isn't like that
 
It could just be the price of getting older, too. MDMA 'loses magic' with use, but life can be the same way; the things that burned so brightly in your mind when they were new and exciting may not be nearly as rewarding with time and continued exposure.

Or maybe there's something more philosophical going on here. Connecting to the blues is about the struggles of life, about uncertainties and betrayals. Perhaps you don't feel that pain as much any more?
 
Yeah man...Im not sure what to think of it. Like part of me thinks maybe something's up, but theres another part of me that says "nah man, you're just tripping over mood changes". So I don't know. What I do know is that someone posted in the latest MDMA recovery thread that most thoughts of "damage" are just general stress emerging. I want to believe this, as I feel like it is pretty accurate. They also said that researching it and obsessing over damage/ no damage is a convincing cycle. I feel like on MDMA, I did release a shitload of serotonin, but Im almost positive Im back to normal. When you see people posting and freaking out, I think its generally their perceptions of daily stress, upon which they blame a drug they've taken. Yeah, if they didn't rely on drugs in the first place, they might handle stress better, but who really knows. All I know is that I feel pretty good and have recently come back to God. If you think something is wrong with you, you start to believe something is wrong with you. The internet/media are very reliable sources for telling you something is wrong in your life.
 
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