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Doppelganger said:
^ If you think magpi and doofqueen are the same person, just using a different nickname, you're still missing the point ;).


Well if I have unwittingly helped someone to take the piss out of DQ then Im sorry but I rate her.

She does drop in here from time to time and will contiunue to do so I expect. She is a good person.

I really have missed the boat somewhere but frankly my dears, I dont give a damn.
 
magpi said:
yay no one misses me
then my work here is done

Actually you were mentioned in the earthdance thread under a pseudo-pseudonym. I say mentioned, others say quoted word for word.

Hippy!
 
lmao

ok ozzy b link me that quote


and ULN since when did i grow and set of tits and lose me man bits??

hmm its really been about 2 yrs since i really posted here and can say not much has changed here in that time reading through some of the threads here


whats changed at my end
i been clean 2 yrs now and its only getting easier by the day to say no
and im feeling much better about myself and who i am

oh yeah and i still cant spell but thank god for firefox spell check plug in
 
Oh crap, I didnt know you had to plug it in somewhere.............where can I get one and where do i plug it in? I spose its a UBS thing?

Oh and congrats on the 2 years, Im going for 18 months off smoking and thats bad enough.
 
zephyr said:
WillyGin: Looking at old pics the other night, and her shrine, made me realise how long its been since she was around and how many things have changed since then. I still think about her often, and put a flower on her grave before departing Perth.

personally, i still just can't really believe she did it.

i remember when kurt died, eddie vedder said, "i can't believe he took that step".

i'm not "opposed" to suicide in any objective sense. but as much as one can love someone who they've never met, i loved gill; we had many conversations that danced around this subject, too.

but to go there? i never thought she would.

i still miss her, too. i am incredibly envious of those of you who had the chance to meet her.

why is it that the depressed people have such romantic views of the world?
 
unfortunately it was several minutes ago so i can't be certain, but reading over what i wrote i *presume* that i meant that she, an incredibly depressed person, had an astonishingly romantic view of the world.

i'm not sure if you know gillywin, but if you browse the words forum, you'll find plenty of her poetry - a lot of it is incredibly beautiful.

i guess i think that there are a great many people in this world who recognise this beauty (poets particularly - plath and cobain are two of my faves, personally) yet still succumb to their own demons, which is such a tragedy.
 
onetwothreefour said:
i'm not "opposed" to suicide in any objective sense. but as much as one can love someone who they've never met, i loved gill; we had many conversations that danced around this subject, too.

but to go there? i never thought she would.

i still miss her, too. i am incredibly envious of those of you who had the chance to meet her.

why is it that the depressed people have such romantic views of the world?

I must say I'am greatful to have been graced by her presence and company. Was never a dull moment spent around her. Still think about you to this day & miss you dearly Gilly!
 
GlassAss420 said:
Well from my year here, notably I'd say Wes, the guy from texas who od'ed last april or may, and Tom/MTGG? I think it was mtgg, they were both cool guys and its a huge bummer that their gone forever, not just stopped coming around bluelight.

Condolences to their real life family and friends as I lost my best friend to an OD this summer and its always so harsh to lose someone so young and when it happens so suddenly and for no good reason..

ahh shit.. didn't mean to bring down the vibe..

^ i miss wes too :( his on my msn and i really miss talking to him.
 
onetwothreefour said:
why is it that the depressed people have such romantic views of the world?
Coming from someone of similar thought, i have no idea... Perhaps ideals not being actualised... I've read her shrine and her posts and she seems a beautiful person - much <3 to those who knew her, sincerely.
 
astro^boi said:
I must say I'am greatful to have been graced by her presence and company. Was never a dull moment spent around her.
^I met her once on a crazy night out in Perth. She was as lovely IRL as she was online.
I remember many smiles, much laughing and cheekiness. It was a great night. I can still remember the day we all found out and the utter disbelief and overwhelming sadness.

I still have her added on my LiveJournal account. I read through her posts every now and then and can't bring myself to remove her. <3
 
onetwothreefour said:
unfortunately it was several minutes ago so i can't be certain, but reading over what i wrote i *presume* that i meant that she, an incredibly depressed person, had an astonishingly romantic view of the world.

Sorry what I mean was what does a romantic view of the world mean?
 
can someone jog my memory of Gillywin?
I'm assuming she lived in perth, did she live in the hills?

I THINK i may have met someone fitting her description when i was still a young raver back in 2000
 
CHiLD-0F-THE-BEAT said:
^I met her once on a crazy night out in Perth. She was as lovely IRL as she was online.
I remember many smiles, much laughing and cheekiness. It was a great night. I can still remember the day we all found out and the utter disbelief and overwhelming sadness.

I still have her added on my LiveJournal account. I read through her posts every now and then and can't bring myself to remove her. <3

Remember that year vividly...same year my grandma past away..I got a call from another BL'er who was in Melb at the time giving me the bad news...could not believe it. Had caught up with her a week or so before and she was fine, the cheerful normal self that she had been on every other occasion.

Funny you say you haven't removed her from your LiveJournal..coz I still have her mobile on my phone...and like you can't bring myself to remove it.
 
IXinX said:
can someone jog my memory of Gillywin?
I'm assuming she lived in perth, did she live in the hills?

I THINK i may have met someone fitting her description when i was still a young raver back in 2000

yeah she was from Perth lived around Gosnells area..
 
rolls said:
Sorry what I mean was what does a romantic view of the world mean?
Since 1234 is probably tearing it up in Canada somewhere I'll hazard a guess. Maybe he's referring more to the idea of romanticism ala 18th century style; the whole extremes of emotion idea rather than 'romantic' necessarily meaning romantic love. Sometimes the people that can see and appreciate the really beautiful things in the world are also the one's who can see the darkness. It's almost like you can't have one without the other.

I miss melancholic and lush puppy (that was Jane, right? I can never remember if she was lush puppy or cutiful.)

Mary Poppins hasn't been around for a while either. Where is that silly tart? xo
 
Jane was lush puppy. I see cutiful (Carly) around the city alot. She must work near me. And in that vein, I also miss Tyler. He was a fucking dude and a half.
 
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