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Rocky521

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Hey everyone! I'm a newbie and wanted to introduce myself. I'm a heroin addict and a benzo addict. God knows I need to stop but it's soo fucking hard cause well let's face it it's an incredible feeling. I started because the prescription percs just weren't cutting it anymore. So now I sell them along w my fentanyl patches to buy d. I have to get reconstructive back surgery but I can't right now because my daughter is 6 soon to 7 and I'm a single mother and a damn good one. Yes I bang but my child will never has never ever seen me dip out! I take just enough to get rid of the psin and that's it.. Now when she goes to her fathers on the weekends I might splurge a bit but I'm still a student as well as an apartment manager and my apartment is very nice and cozy w a modern twist. No I haven't sold my tv or body for a bundle.. Thought about it but Jesus it can't get to that point ever! I gotta find a happy medium, I don't wanna be in pain
 
Welcome to the forum , many people here have gone / are going through similar circumstances. You are not alone in your present place in life.
 
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