Whatever, if you had a fuckbuddy you might think different. Sure it ain't gonna compare to true love but as if spankin the salami is better than some rawkus lovin with that sexy lass you've been eyeing off for a while. Masturbation is overrated.
Life is increasingly losing it's gloss. Even those i get along well with fail to ignite that fire of love. I'd like to care for someone like i once did but it almost doesn't seem possible at this point in time. I feel like i can drop someone at a moments notice, maybe i'm becoming cold and detached. Not looking for anything special, not looking for anything at all. Just being. Doing whatever feels right. Making mistakes, trying to recover, learning.
It's all a learning experience so you might as well pay attention and not repeat the same stupidity again.
Don't you hate it when you wake up and regret stupid decisions you made?
Usually it's somethign stupid you did... in this case - something i didn't do. I would punch myself if i could, fucking dumb cunt. Who knows what i was thinking?
Relationships are all a power struggle, don't believe those who tell you different. Unless its pure love. And guys, although it might seem like a good idea, female advice on how to score with a woman won't get you anywhere. They know what they WANT, but what they want is power so it ain't gonna help yo sitch.
*A drunk and jaded Adikkal*
ps: i do appreciate the advice given to me from a certain lady though the result was a power shift, away from me.
Life, love, stress and setbacks, for those tryna breathe show me where your heads at.
Adikkal
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Maybe you should've told me her age first... that may have changed my advice [although I doubt it]. I can't help the stupidity of another woman. 
