8869 days and counting...
:~)
Cohaa.
Just some extra thoughts... cos its a friday nite and i'm in a down sorta mood... a bit due to reading this thread and a bit to reading the couples thread... but anyways...
after reading the couples thread, i have to say it does make me jealous, i can't deny it... but it also gives me hope that there are people out there who have found what they were looking for, and it has happened for them... by some magic they have found love (well, at least i hope so), its good to know that love does exist in this world... more than just meaningless sex and seeking self-pleasure and all that... and it is also good to read the singles thread and realise that there are a lot of people who are feeling very similar to the way i feel, and are in the same sort of situation that i am in... some of these people i have met and they are good people... pure people...
love for me is a very broad emotion... as i get to know somebody better, the emotion changes into something more focused and tangable, i can grasp how i feel about somebody... and so far it has usually diminished into a feeling of friendship, not the initial feeling of passion that i feel, of deep "touch the soul" sorta love... for me, i guess that is how i will know i'm in love with somebody, when that feeling doesn't diminish, it just gets stronger and harder to contain... as of yet i have really never felt that way about anybody... but i know the feeling, it sits there and i can bring it to life... and it does come from the heart, it literally comes from the centre of my chest, like a shakra, an energy force
anyways... that's my thoughts
[ 31 January 2003: Message edited by: Cohaagen ]
[ 31 January 2003: Message edited by: Cohaagen ]