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Bluelight Singles - from begining to end! don't we love the merge feature!

My ex from a year ago rang me out of the blue then had my favourite flowers delivered to me today... to say i'm a little creeped out would be a very big understatement.
 
happy valentines day everybody...
doesn't being single suck?
doesn't being "just friends" with every girl that you like just suck?
doesn't being "tooooo nice" just suck?
doesn't this whole "look at me i've got a g/f or a b/f, i'm soooo happy" thing on valentines day just suck?
well, the day is nearly over... tomorrow i'm going to a rave, gonna spend it with some really nice and friendly people, and not gonna worry about finding that special somebody for me... just gonna have a good time!
its a really weird situation tho... there's a girl who i really like, and i am going out of town very soon, and i think she likes me too... and last nite on the phone she said to me "i'm so glad that we are FRIENDS". now, even tho i didn't wanna get into the start of a relationship with her (or anybody else) before i go to sydney (i would be an emotional wreck if that happened), it still was a bit of a bad feeling when she let slip with the dreaded "f-word". but nevermind, i don't mind being friends, i'd much rather be friends than not... but why don't girls want to be more than friends with me? i wish i knew...
i've tried changing my personality, it didn't work, so i'm back to being the way i am... and its worked, made lots of female friends... :) but i guess it just takes time...
... one day... one day... PLEEEEZZZEEEEEEE!!!!
doesn't valentines day just suck?
Cohaa.
 
Part XXII ? 6 pages of this incarnation? You dont need casual love? Your not the kind of person to say 'hi' to anyone? You think being happy about Valentines day is stupid bullshit created by corporations? Your ultimate partner is someone you can be really friendly with, have a deep connection to, can laugh and sing and also have great sex with?
... hangon... yes thats right, if they arent an immediate friend that you know your not even going to smile at them right ...
Give it up folks, this is ridiculous, be human and live a little. You might get embarrased - so what. You might make an ass of yourself - so what. You might be laughed at by a room full of people, have your picture plastered on a ten foot billboard and make the news as the 'psycho that smiled at the girl on the train'.
So - fucking - what.
It's a sin to waste your life. Every moment is precious and every second that goes by you can find a reason to live if you only look hard enough. It makes me really sad to think how many seconds I've wasted so far, but I'll be damned if I'm not going to give it my everything to make sure every opportunity I get is a worthwhile moment.
Be human.
 
Originally posted by onetwothreefour:
there's no way that i can just go and chat to some random girl...it's just not something that i'm able to do. and a random snog, uh uh...i wish :)
*three* categories of people in this thread - those people who may or may not enjoy being single, but are still single by choice; those who are single because they haven't found someone that they have any strong sort of feelings for; and (and i suspect dante's in this group...and i *definitely* am) those who hate it, are looking, and just aren't being *found*.

dude... i used to be exactly the same... i could NEVER go up to a girl and just _talk_ to her. id build up all these scenarios in my mind like "why would she wanna talk to me?" or "she probably has a boyfriend, she's so nice she must have one!" and the like... i was my own worst enemy. i had failed even before i had tried.
now its a bit different. i am definently in the third group as well... i haven't been found yet :) but i am really looking hard, but i have tried a different approach now... i just see a girl i like and just chat to them as if they aren't even a potential "girlfriend", just as a friend... and i've found that i've made lots of good female friends, something that i have seriously lacked over the years (basically due to a solid diet of computer programming and low self esteem). i built up a wall of "coldness" and hid my true feelings from the world... pretended to be cold and logical, without a drop of love in my body. but it was all a lie. now the love has been released, and so many people say to me "you are such a happy person!!" and YAY!!! I AM!!! :D :D :D :D
recently my new attitude is to just go with the flow, fight the fear and the doubt and just take a chance... go with it and let destiny work its magic :) even tho sometimes i still feel like i'm all alone and there will never be that "true love" for me... i don't let it bother me for long... i just keep going and doing my thing, and when destiny decides its my time, then it will happen... and i know that i'll be sooooo glad that i've waited for the right situation instead of making silly mistakes... but time will tell...
btw, if u wanna feel really really bad, try reading the SLR forum sometime... reading about all these people having sex... it makes me wanna slit my wrists... (j/k)... but it does make me regret that it took me so long to find myself... i wish i was doing what i'm doing now when i was 16 or 17 instead of 24... but yeah... better late than never... and i guess that the rest of my life (apart from love and relationships) is totally sorted out! :) (whew!!!)
random kisses... yeah!!!
random tounge kisses... a couple...
random sexual acts... ;)
but from my experiences with random stuff... its just all about pleasure and the moment... sex without love is just not worth doing. seriously, i can do a better job myself :)
so that's it... i'm gonna wait till i fall in love! :D thank god i still have that option available to me...
anyways... u'll be fine dude... ur still so young, and yeah... i guess i am too... :)
Cohaa.
[ 14 February 2003: Message edited by: Cohaagen ]
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Originally posted by onetwothreefour:
there's a definite *three* categories of people in this thread (looking back at all the previous comments, i think it's pretty easy to sort) - those people who may or may not enjoy being single, but are still single by choice; those who are single because they haven't found someone that they have any strong sort of feelings for; and (and i suspect dante's in this group...and i *definitely* am) those who hate it, are looking, and just aren't being *found*.

What about those who are single because cosmic forces are at work to keep them that way?
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Bluelight Fuck Buddies (singles part XXIII)

Once, long ago the singles thread morphed into bluelight fuck buddies it's time to go another round, so who has one? Who wants one? Do you have your eye on another bluelighter or somebody else? Here's the chance, name that cute lil guy/girl and hope they want the same thing or put yourself up on the auction block to be adopted by a randy member of the opposite sex (or same sex if that's your thing). A long term arrangement, casual sex or just a one night stand ask and you may just recieve.
Hmm i guess i should go first huh? If i'm ever in the same country/state/city as Spencer I will shag him senseless and leave him an exhausted mess ;)
Hey it's better than bluelights desperate and dateless which was my other topic choice for tonight (I really shouldn't post when i've been drinking) :D
[ 14 February 2003: Message edited by: PsychoKitten ]
 
they all know who they are ;)
ok that sounded really slutty....
but im always game for a few more :D
Peace!
 
i'll be up for some sexual antics... :)
dunno if anybody finds me cute tho... annoying, at times... but cute? :)
(actually, i was told at reaktor that i was a cutie by lots and lots of chicks, hmmm...)
fuck it, i know i'm cute :)
anyways... i've always wanted a fuck-buddy, i even asked a girl at WOTW if she wanted to be fuck-budeies with me, but i was wearing an afro at the time (if u have seen the photo u understand why she refused)... but anyhoo...
/me wonders if he has just made a total goose of himself... but then again... can't do any harm
i'm ready if u are, :P~~~~~~
Cohaa.
 
Originally posted by Queen Beat:

Even the hottest man in the world would not get away with saying that.
what is wrong with being self-assured?
i've had enuff girls tell me i'm cute to believe that maybe i in fact am cute... its better than believing that i'm ugly... ain't it?
anyways, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, u'll have to meet me one day and judge for yourself... :p :)
Cohaa.
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*posts in thread before drunkeness takes over*
well, i'm neither cute nor attractive, but i'm certainly up for a fuck buddy. let's just hope i don't say/do anything stupid tonight...i'm on my way out...maybe i'll get laid*!!
*note: this is a joke :)
 
HMMMM, don't know about naming names but i guess at least posting here should send the right message.
A scary thought i just had...how about a BLer's singles night out? Could be a bit much but on the other hand just might work.
Hugs awayyyy!!
 
Originally posted by Queen Beat:

Even the hottest man in the world would not get away with saying that.
Whoa dude... you totally got told by that chic... like totally bogus dude.
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