LiLCv2
Bluelighter
I've aqquiered 5 100mcg fentanyl patches, and a brand new needle. I'm tempted to cut them all open and put the gel in a spoon and then shoot it all up, whose stopping me?
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Bluelight, I'm feeling suicidal tonight, choose my death!
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LiLCv2
Bluelighter
I Also just got a 8ball of heroine, which would be a better death?
LiLCv2
Bluelighter
Wow no one even cares about my thread. Goodbye bluelight, it was nice knowning you.
Flickering
Bluelighter
Well there's a chance neither of those will work, and will simply leave you with major organ damage. Which is gonna suck worse than just being dead. So I'm hoping you haven't gone ahead and done that.
What's making you feel like killing yourself today? Is it spur-of-the-moment? Is it something there's any chance you might have regretted in a week's time? In a couple of years' time? Any reason you can't wait to see if things pick up? Anything you wanted to do before you die, like perhaps skip town and just drift and not give a fuck about anything for a while? Stuff like that can clear your head.
I for one, don't know you, but I'd still rather you didn't end your life because some anonymous people halfway across the world didn't reply to your forum topic. So I'm hoping you stuck in there.
What's making you feel like killing yourself today? Is it spur-of-the-moment? Is it something there's any chance you might have regretted in a week's time? In a couple of years' time? Any reason you can't wait to see if things pick up? Anything you wanted to do before you die, like perhaps skip town and just drift and not give a fuck about anything for a while? Stuff like that can clear your head.
I for one, don't know you, but I'd still rather you didn't end your life because some anonymous people halfway across the world didn't reply to your forum topic. So I'm hoping you stuck in there.
herbavore
Bluelight Crew
No one here is going to choose your death.
Only you can decide whether or not you want to live. I hope that you decide that you do. A lot went into making you and there is no other you. All the random factors came together to produce one human being with your DNA, one human being with your choices. You may feel discouraged and angry and sad and lonely and fed up but those are all temporary states that can change. Maybe you feel like a failure. When it comes to human beings I don't even think that is possible. We all make mistakes but nothing is permanent as long as we are breathing.
I hope that you keep breathing and that whatever is making you feel suicidal tonight eases.
Only you can decide whether or not you want to live. I hope that you decide that you do. A lot went into making you and there is no other you. All the random factors came together to produce one human being with your DNA, one human being with your choices. You may feel discouraged and angry and sad and lonely and fed up but those are all temporary states that can change. Maybe you feel like a failure. When it comes to human beings I don't even think that is possible. We all make mistakes but nothing is permanent as long as we are breathing.
I hope that you keep breathing and that whatever is making you feel suicidal tonight eases.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Opiate overdoses are not pleasant ways to die. Asphyxiating on your own vomit, having seizures, severe nausea, etc. - all of this is not a dignified way to die.
*samsonite*
Bluelighter
We do care! People just haven't found you yet. I don't know wth is going on tonight with all the suicidal threads flying up but please do not hurt yourself. Those choices are not a graceful way to make an exit and you will suffer. Please reconsider. If you don't care about yourself please consider the reaction and devastation the person who finds you will experience. Don't do that to someone. PLEASE PM me if you need to talk!
cj
Bluelight Crew
Whats up with all the hey im killing myself and posting on bluelight threads tonight? But for real lilcv you should get high and reconsider I bet all those patches and heroin will keep you feeling good for a couple days why not get high and chill. You can always die tommorow
Libby
Bluelighter
*hug* Hope you feeling better now, if not come back! Everyone in TDS wants to help you 
Pagey
Bluelight Crew
Are you feeling better? We all care here. What got you to this point?
jones-in_J
Bluelighter
I noticed a lot of suicode threads too
Like crimson said just get high mman dont overdose. If you have nothing else to live for and just live to get high for now you can always find a greater reason ti live later. Suicide is a cheap cop out. Youre stronger then that i think
Like crimson said just get high mman dont overdose. If you have nothing else to live for and just live to get high for now you can always find a greater reason ti live later. Suicide is a cheap cop out. Youre stronger then that i think
Mel22
Bluelight Crew
What's with all the idiotic posts in this thread?
Grow up, morons. This is TDS - post appropriately or do not post at all. Shit like this isn't a game.
LiLCv2 - I really hope you're alright. Things can and do get better, so I hope you can hang in there.
Grow up, morons. This is TDS - post appropriately or do not post at all. Shit like this isn't a game.
LiLCv2 - I really hope you're alright. Things can and do get better, so I hope you can hang in there.
herbavore
Bluelight Crew
Mel is absolutely right. There is no room for sarcastic, flippant, rude posts in a suicide thread. Period. I edited several posts out of this thread. LiLCv2, I hope that you are feeling stronger. Check back in if you can, OK?
floatingaround
Bluelighter
OP are you still around?
escapingwonderland
Bluelighter
It was the blue moon. 2nd full moon in one month. Brought some odd/emotional behavior to las vegas too. That would probably explain all the suicide threads.
This x1million