*waves to everyone* *takes seat* *grins big time*
does my So have to be a member of BL to post in this thread? hes not big on forums...
anyway...
after a 2 an a half relationship which scared me from being with anyone else cos of all the possessivness, jeoulosy, chovaniusm, emotional and physical abuse i was scared off serious relationships 4 good( or so i thought)
till i met my boy!! *grin*
i was sooooo happy being single and doing my own thing, going out and meeting ppl and after mr fuckwit(as i like to refer to him as) was scared off marrige and having a bf at all
but now i can safely say without a doubt that i am the happiest i have ever been and i have found my soulmate
the connection was instant, the attraction is unbelieable, its like were magnets!! i always thought the whole 'u complete me' thing to be bullshit thinking that i was never going to half of anyone and that 1 and 1 make 2 etc (due to being possessed etc) but i seriously know the true meaning of this saying now *big grin*
we are still our own person but we feel complete when we are together, its like i never knew anything was missing until i met him *another big grin*
we have only been dating for about 6 weeks but if he asked me to marry him today i would say yes

scary but yep i would do it right now!!! and thats big coming from me with my commitment phobia lol
i can go on and on about him and probably will so will stop now lol
*stares at the stars and places herself permently in this thread cos shes here 2 stay*
I AM SO IN LOVE!!!!!!
didnt think i would feel this way about anyone...its so mad!! ive never had such strong feelings 4 anyone in my whole life and when we talk to each other and even look at each other we know what the other is thinking and that we feel exactly like the other..its destiny i tell ya destiny!!!
ok so i did go on whoops but i did warn ya hehe