Yay for all the complications, unnecessary dramas and head-fucking mind games that go hand in hand with coupledom...! Not to mention being the last person to find thing
s out that would potentially affect the basis of the relationship, when EVERYONE else already knows...
Just over one month into my first
knowing &
willing attempt at a real, grown up, traditional monagamous, exlusive relationship and I'm jaded as fuck!
I eventually became part of a lifestyle that I was so adamantly against and vehemently opposed to and had spent my life so far trying to avoid.
Having said that, it is a nice feeling to have that ONE special person to share genuine affection with and that you care so much for and about, but even better (I'd imagine) is having those feelings reciprocated...so until then I'm outies...
As Alex Lloyd so poignantly put it: "Not everything that's meant to be is always gonna last" (

Hopity)
P.S. A big thank-you to all the people who were able to fill me in of my actual love-life status

and the biggest to the ones who listened to me when I needed to vent and have someone to communicate with and talk to

even if it was met with glazed eyes, blank facial expressions and the occasional nod

good friends are incredibly special xoxo
**Disclaimer** These are just my own thoughts, comments and observations over a period of time and don't necessarily involve people associated with this board...
[ 02 December 2002: Message edited by: plurple* ]