Blog virginity, given boosted plasma levels.

I am just going to introduce myself, who I am, who you maybe perceive me as (or what), what I do/like, dislike et cetra.

I am Twenty-Six (we are taught to write out the number such as, say...26? if it is <100). Attending my last and fifth year, or tenth semester, as a biology and biochemistry student with attempts in close proximity to my prescribed pain medications compliance to relief towards philosophy, economics, and chemistry (~50%, excuse me fifty-percent).

I just earned myself an interview for the intial and only pharmacy school I applied to, which is on the fifth of March. Strong letters of recommendation are great (preceptor of the year (my manager at the hospital I work at)), my organic chemistry teacher (top of her class), and my advisor who, literally thought I was talking out of my @$$ when I first told her I was going to be a pharmacist freshman year, which now we are friends and have been quite acquainted after five years. Enough of school, for now.

I see two doctors: a sports injury specialist (pysiatrist), and a internist. Between them I am prescribed (currently): #180, 5mg Oxycodone IR tablets (but they always give me capsules), #90, 7.5/750 Vicodin ES horse pills, #90, 5mg Diazepam tablets(with four refills), and #30, 25mg Amitriptyline tablets (with four refills). Correct that, three Valium and Amitriptyline refills (as they were just filled yesterday).

I have a unique mind, I have posts on myspace (that I rarely go on much anymore) that would interest people with interest in interesting peoples interested thoughts consisting of uniquity (What, did you think I was going to say interesting?). I will get those for you, depending on who draws attention to my post(s)/blog(s) and how many readers I accrue.

If you want to see me, request a myspace link, you may be accepted for the extra photos.

I am a very generous person and I go that returned today with a buddy handing me sixteen, fifteen milligram oxycodone IR pills, the light blue ones. I am currently running on approximately 20mg (oopps, deal!) of Diazepam, 10mg Cyclobenzeprine, and (unfortunately) 150mg of Oxycodone IR tablets (90mg this morning [because I had non for the second day], 30mg before work [~2p.m. Eastern Standard Time, and 30mg ninety-seven minutes ago (5:55 p.m.)]). I am not high, I am in relief of pain, well the majority.

I have to cut this short(er) than I would like it; as I have a lot to say and a unique mind. Me, me, me that is all "I" ever talk about, anyways. I am at work and must close up.

I love replies of criticism, politeness, comments, or just neutral (even if they are positive & negative [or else they wouldn't be neutral]).

Take care everyone. Talk to you soon, I hope.

PS: For work, I work as a technician retail and in a hospital, and my 3rd (third) job is at a nursing home. I got a tutoring job offer (at my convenience for $18/hr that I may take), I only have four classes this semester.

PSS: I also volunteer...
 
So I had my interview....seeming so long ago (the 5th)... I got a WAIT LIST LETTER!!! I was astonished, but I was reassured, by the pharmacy advisor it was because my university hasn't sent my official transcripts from last semester; so they think I am missing six classes!!! C'mon, why bother applying if I was that behind? I am only missing two (which I am currently taking), and awaiting my updated letter (hopefully this week). If I don't get into this school, I don't know what to do, be a biologist? Gawd, I don't want to pipette and run gels all day, watching fucoid algae grow away from the light with thier unique microtubule sctructures; i'd rather raise little zebra fish and knock out some genes and watch them mutate and perhaps discover an anti-aging drug that (like a roll of the dice) I might discover by knocking out a gene of randomnessity (my word).

I think I beat withdrawals... I tapered down 5mg every four days from 40mg a day down to 5mg (of course) and CT from there after four days. Actually last wednesday (the 18th) I had a Vicodin ES and nothing since today (45mg of oxycodone, my back was really hurting) and I hope I don't relapse. I want them more for a PRN (as needed) basis and free my soul from the slaved opiate love that I have gained over the past year (this summer actually will make it).

Geeze, Im at work again and I forgot bout this blog that is why I am replying now, but I am going to get a soda or something and sedate myself with some diazepam, because I just had a spasm. Well take care... hope to hear some replies as my initial one says... (refer to it).... Peace from the Northeast...
 
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