I do not know if people see the devastation in my face or if it is good karma. Today I had a old friend agree to take me to a place that helps give your family a good christmas if you need it (which although it kills me to admit, this year I am broke after bills and the girl's cost and up keep.) Then right after that, my neighbour knocked on my door. When I got to the door he was holding a 25 pound turkey. I mean, it was a brand name Honeysuckle white turkey. I just looked at him kinda weird. Then he said, "I get one of these every year from work. I just thought you would want it." I was so dumb founded. I told him thank you and took it, and he was so happy about doing it, that it gave me a warm feeling in my heart. So it made me feel good, not to mention I could really use that turkey for the girls and I. Then it was like thirty minutes later and my other neighbour brought me twenty dollars, and said, God told her to do it, and as I tell you this, my eyes are filled with tears. I also want to tell you all that I am very private irl so there was no way that either of the last two knew I am struggling. The only one that knew was the friend thats helping me with christmas for the girls, and she doesn't even know my neighbour's. These were such answers to prayers of mine.
I am just beside myself. I see such different kinds of people. Some that hurt you, some that help you, some that wound you. No matter what though, I see such good that it out weighs the bad. So although it is so hard some days, the others are such blessings.
I am just beside myself. I see such different kinds of people. Some that hurt you, some that help you, some that wound you. No matter what though, I see such good that it out weighs the bad. So although it is so hard some days, the others are such blessings.
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