blessed and cursed - i need input.

[uforic]

i fear that i am ordinary
just like everyone
blessed and cursed
and lost
here it goes.
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fog rolls in
off the dock
like a subtle breath
cold air hits the night
engulfs my view
"i didnt know this"
mental throbbing
neon signs,
endless nights
stuck in gear
"i'll be a shadow in the cedar room"
like a scared child,
it's wings unfurled
dreaming,
in the corner
it was a night where the moon
crept in behind the paper sheet clouds
and a deep blue river
snaked around
the white islands
i hear the childrens echoes
as they laugh at me
for thinking that i'd last forever
i knew where i was
an echo that i'd lost
the secrets in your charm
the emptiness of youth
i hear the voices singing lullabies
black roses in the summer
orange sparkles in her hair
--- uforic 09.24.01 ---

 

[E-girl]

there is no such thing as ordinary.
your words can say a lot about you. you're obviously a very thoughtful person, someone who notices intricate beauty in everyday things usually taken for granted. you are a dreamer, like myself... your black summer roses and orange sparkles are an indication of this. i bet you are someone who still wishes on stars, and who picks wildflowers you see growing on the edge of the road.
that's just the person i see when i read your words. i dont see anyone ordinary at all.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"There's a part of me, that i forgot to be. Take a look and see, the light still shines in me." ~~ Milk, Inc.