Im am 40 hrs into suboxone (or Sah-bax-in if you want to talk like the mass holes) w/d I really only took 2 or three to do a fast, sloppy taper which was painless until it ended but I swear being on subs makes me angry sometimes. I get pissed at anyone who causes me to not to get my way after a few days on it. That is not like me at all and I try to let shit slide but I just stew over shit and become antisocial, better than sick but not ok for the long term.
Then again I've never bupe for more than a week or two straight and I've noticed this side effect only recently.
I don't think that this kick will be that bad but I expect the next 24hrs to be the worse which is a shitty feeling in itself to know that. Lord may this G-13 carry me through.
I'm actually kind'a proud and suprised at my control as I have money in the bank and people calling offering me deals (fuck I swear they sense I'm kicking, never happens otherwise). I'm saving for something non-drug related! Whatta waste!
I'm praying for windfall but this is only temporary and I've always believed that suffering is a part of life as integral as any other.
Then again I've never bupe for more than a week or two straight and I've noticed this side effect only recently.
I don't think that this kick will be that bad but I expect the next 24hrs to be the worse which is a shitty feeling in itself to know that. Lord may this G-13 carry me through.
I'm actually kind'a proud and suprised at my control as I have money in the bank and people calling offering me deals (fuck I swear they sense I'm kicking, never happens otherwise). I'm saving for something non-drug related! Whatta waste!
I'm praying for windfall but this is only temporary and I've always believed that suffering is a part of life as integral as any other.