beanpoophead
Bluelighter
My hopelessness bleeds
ruby red, pouring
splits the cement that held me
here
and i bleed cos i know i can
sweet fluorescence of my life
and you never know
i said
blood holds me now
cos i feel like this
passed and puffed
inhaled into this lie
the one that i said id never be
and here i am
cold
the night fades into red
dripping onto my bedroom floor
alive in me
and i cant breathe
but who can
write your name in my arm
let it bleed
let it run until i cant breathe
tears cut with coke
and its all i know
ruby red, pouring
splits the cement that held me
here
and i bleed cos i know i can
sweet fluorescence of my life
and you never know
i said
blood holds me now
cos i feel like this
passed and puffed
inhaled into this lie
the one that i said id never be
and here i am
cold
the night fades into red
dripping onto my bedroom floor
alive in me
and i cant breathe
but who can
write your name in my arm
let it bleed
let it run until i cant breathe
tears cut with coke
and its all i know
