waiting to feel shittier just so when I take my suboxone I actually feel sorta good.
I just can't get full hold on this drug thing... it's like I start to stabilize and then I get bored, and want to get high again. what the fuck mang?
still no ride, that check I was talking about came and went months ago... 7,700 spent in about three weeks. bah. I was working for awhile though, but some crazy shit happened that I've spoke about on BL but am not going into again, and because of that I got fired, then I got a good job, perfect hours, doing what I wanted, and they fired me/layed me off cause I wasn't fast enough and they were really slow.
shit life sucks sometimes.... I tell you what though by the time I'm done being a piece of junkie scum I'll be able to will myself through anything just from experience doing it over and over again....
well I suppose I'll go take my suboxone now.... it's the only thing I look forward to usually....
peace out guise.
-dP
I just can't get full hold on this drug thing... it's like I start to stabilize and then I get bored, and want to get high again. what the fuck mang?
still no ride, that check I was talking about came and went months ago... 7,700 spent in about three weeks. bah. I was working for awhile though, but some crazy shit happened that I've spoke about on BL but am not going into again, and because of that I got fired, then I got a good job, perfect hours, doing what I wanted, and they fired me/layed me off cause I wasn't fast enough and they were really slow.
shit life sucks sometimes.... I tell you what though by the time I'm done being a piece of junkie scum I'll be able to will myself through anything just from experience doing it over and over again....
well I suppose I'll go take my suboxone now.... it's the only thing I look forward to usually....
peace out guise.
-dP
