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[living in solitude]

that moment was nothing
i've come to realise that now
it was nothing more than for you to be my inspiration and motivation to see that life isn't dead
to live and breathe and enjoy life again
but now....
part of me wishes that i never met you
i was happier being miserable and alone
feeling no emotions whatsoever
not caring about anyone or anything
and now i just cant handle having a heart
the wall i had up to protect myself was kicked down and rarred at!
i was then pounced on over and over until you forced your way into my life.
never giving me a chance to fight back
i was overwhelmed with your beauty and intelligence
you shine in every way possible
your eyes offer me the universe and i push you away like some old toy
you show me how to live again and i end up hating you because of that
so now i sit alone in my dark quiet room thinking about you every second of every single day
wishing and regretting and crying and slowly dying without you
and i can do nothing but wait...........

 

[frostyangel]

all I can say is ..........wow
I so feel you, I recently was in this situation
I met someone and I didn't really want to like someone, and he made himself noticable in my life, and then I started to like him......and as soon as he had me, he ditched me, I wish I was born with no emotions........
I totally understand where you are coming from!!
take care..........I'm over it now, and I'm glad I am single

 

[up all night]

that moment was nothing
i've come to realise that now
it was nothing more than for you to be my inspiration and motivation to see that life isn't dead
That is the single most beautiful thing I've read all day.
This poem is exactly how I feel and thank you so much for posting.

 

[harraser]

a while ago there was a girl that made me realise that I know how to feel, before that I was nothing more than a walking corpse. now shes gone but I havent let the feeling go, it was a strugle, coz it seems much easier just not to feel, but was definately worth it. great work!