last night i took 4mg xanax, 15mg oxy after drinking some grapefruit juice. 20 mins after popping them i had 1-2drinks at 6pm and i was doing fine until iti looked at the clock and it was like 10 or 11pm and i was like im going to wait another hour to eat and then i don't remember anything past that. i didnt really realize how big of a deal that was intil i started to think what if i never woke up, my last memory would be looking at that clock. i dont know why im writing this at all. why do we do anyhing in our lives? im going to go take some more xanax and try to forget this ever happened...
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