Albion
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First trip report I've ever done 
Decided to post this because bk-MDBD trip reports are few and far between (seems to be the least popular of all the commercial RCs) and because this has really thrown a lot of light onto the actual effects of bk-MDBD.
Basically I've had 0.5g of butylone sitting around for a while. I tried it in small doses, and honestly couldn't feel any effect. Slightly higher doses (say 20-40mg) just felt like a couple of cups of coffee. So last night I decided to really take this stuff for a whirl since I had read reports that it really only starts to get interesting at 200mg.
I took the first line at 22:00, pretty small line really (roughly 30mg), and had a bath. Nothing. So I then re-dosed with a considerably larger line at 23:00, and again at 00:00, weighing in at about 150mg combined.
From this point I started to feel a bit of a buzz, so i went to bed, turned all the lights off and lay still with my ipod, just waiting to see what happened. It took about 30 minutes to build up, but what I ended up with was actually a decent amount of euphoria (felt more cokey than MDMA though) that fluctuated with the song on the ipod. Noisy, fast songs really got it going whilst slow reggae almost killed the buzz. I was enjoying this quite nicely, and was actually drifting off to sleep, and I should have left it there.
But of course I persuaded myself to redose, so as to get the full euphoria that butylone can offer and to keep the high up. So I emptied the packet onto the desk and sniffed what was probably approaching 150mg in one line. Got back into bed, turned off the lights and waited.
To my disappointment though, the euphoria had disappeared and nomatter how hard I searched I couldn't find it. What was bulding up in me instead was a very tense, anxious buzz. It built and built until my whole head was practically buzzing. It wasn't necessarily unpleasant, but the fact that it was approaching morning and I hadn't slept was stressing me, and so tried to fight threw it. Eventually the music on the ipod just pissed me off and I just threw it to one side and tried to get to sleep.
I probably could have gotten to sleep before the final redose, but the buzz and adrenaline and tension from that last line was so intense that I just couldn't switch off. I felt (feel) extremely sleepy, but the more I chased the sleepiness the more intense the anxiety/adrenaline became, and the more stressed I became because I wasn't getting any sleep at all.
So about 5:30 I gave up, came on here to write what happened, since for bk-MDBD this was an unusually intense high. The euphoria, and the happiness was very intense, I couldn't wipe the grin off my face, but the moment it started to fade (about 30 mins after it began) the tension and anxiety was equally intense, and a lot more persistent. I had to concentrate on the euphoria to really release it, but the anxiety afterwards was always intense nomatter what I did to distract from it. What is worse, re-dosing couldn't save the euphoria, and almost certainly heightened the bad effects. What a bitch!
All in all I'm relieved that this RC does actually do something more than mild stimulation, provided you prepare generous lines. However, I strongly advise against using bk-MDBD anywhere other than surroundings and people you are comfortable with (preferably no people, seems like a very introverted drug) since the inevitable anxiety could easily lead to a panic attack if you were out clubbing, or in a crowded room, or anywhere for that matter besides your own bed.
What I can conclude from my own experiences with butylone is that if you take this drug by itself, there seems to be roughly an 80% chance you'll develop overpowering anxiety that kills any euphoria you may have experienced. And a 20% chance you'll be able to enjoy some euphoria before the tension sets in. Seems like very unfavourable odds, but i'm only stating what for me is very true. This last trip wass the only time it's given me any euphoria, and it gave me matching anxiety a bit too soon after. In higher doses you might also experience slight disorientation from the intensity of the buzz, and you'll feel wired for about 6 hours before things approach base level again. Naturally, you get restless and fidgety too like all stimulants (Proven by the fact I leapt out of bed at 5:30 to write this report
)
Final thought: bk-MDBD seems to be a very emotional drug. It'll play on the little things that stress you out in life, but will also reward those who give it the time and day with a very content, tingly euphoria that is controllable to some extent, and can be heightened considerably provided you focus inwards and the right song comes on through the speakers . However, this reward is followed painfully quickly by a stab in the back, as if the floor has be swept from beneath your feet and you're falling into a well of tension and apprehension. Dose generously initially, but don't re-dose once the euphoria starts to ebb away.
Hope this is as enlightening for all your Bluelighters as it was for me
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Edit: Update - It's now 08:00. I feel a bit ill, fluey. My liver aches considerably. Argh I wish I had known how much was too much
9:40 Feeling much better. Should be back to normal by midday :D But yeesh, not sure if I'm going to indulge in any more butylone ever again. Don't want to pay £11 for a panic attack and swollen liver. Could only have been 0.3g consumed max last night. Lethal stuff 8(
Decided to post this because bk-MDBD trip reports are few and far between (seems to be the least popular of all the commercial RCs) and because this has really thrown a lot of light onto the actual effects of bk-MDBD.
Basically I've had 0.5g of butylone sitting around for a while. I tried it in small doses, and honestly couldn't feel any effect. Slightly higher doses (say 20-40mg) just felt like a couple of cups of coffee. So last night I decided to really take this stuff for a whirl since I had read reports that it really only starts to get interesting at 200mg.
I took the first line at 22:00, pretty small line really (roughly 30mg), and had a bath. Nothing. So I then re-dosed with a considerably larger line at 23:00, and again at 00:00, weighing in at about 150mg combined.
From this point I started to feel a bit of a buzz, so i went to bed, turned all the lights off and lay still with my ipod, just waiting to see what happened. It took about 30 minutes to build up, but what I ended up with was actually a decent amount of euphoria (felt more cokey than MDMA though) that fluctuated with the song on the ipod. Noisy, fast songs really got it going whilst slow reggae almost killed the buzz. I was enjoying this quite nicely, and was actually drifting off to sleep, and I should have left it there.
But of course I persuaded myself to redose, so as to get the full euphoria that butylone can offer and to keep the high up. So I emptied the packet onto the desk and sniffed what was probably approaching 150mg in one line. Got back into bed, turned off the lights and waited.
To my disappointment though, the euphoria had disappeared and nomatter how hard I searched I couldn't find it. What was bulding up in me instead was a very tense, anxious buzz. It built and built until my whole head was practically buzzing. It wasn't necessarily unpleasant, but the fact that it was approaching morning and I hadn't slept was stressing me, and so tried to fight threw it. Eventually the music on the ipod just pissed me off and I just threw it to one side and tried to get to sleep.
I probably could have gotten to sleep before the final redose, but the buzz and adrenaline and tension from that last line was so intense that I just couldn't switch off. I felt (feel) extremely sleepy, but the more I chased the sleepiness the more intense the anxiety/adrenaline became, and the more stressed I became because I wasn't getting any sleep at all.
So about 5:30 I gave up, came on here to write what happened, since for bk-MDBD this was an unusually intense high. The euphoria, and the happiness was very intense, I couldn't wipe the grin off my face, but the moment it started to fade (about 30 mins after it began) the tension and anxiety was equally intense, and a lot more persistent. I had to concentrate on the euphoria to really release it, but the anxiety afterwards was always intense nomatter what I did to distract from it. What is worse, re-dosing couldn't save the euphoria, and almost certainly heightened the bad effects. What a bitch!
All in all I'm relieved that this RC does actually do something more than mild stimulation, provided you prepare generous lines. However, I strongly advise against using bk-MDBD anywhere other than surroundings and people you are comfortable with (preferably no people, seems like a very introverted drug) since the inevitable anxiety could easily lead to a panic attack if you were out clubbing, or in a crowded room, or anywhere for that matter besides your own bed.
What I can conclude from my own experiences with butylone is that if you take this drug by itself, there seems to be roughly an 80% chance you'll develop overpowering anxiety that kills any euphoria you may have experienced. And a 20% chance you'll be able to enjoy some euphoria before the tension sets in. Seems like very unfavourable odds, but i'm only stating what for me is very true. This last trip wass the only time it's given me any euphoria, and it gave me matching anxiety a bit too soon after. In higher doses you might also experience slight disorientation from the intensity of the buzz, and you'll feel wired for about 6 hours before things approach base level again. Naturally, you get restless and fidgety too like all stimulants (Proven by the fact I leapt out of bed at 5:30 to write this report
)Final thought: bk-MDBD seems to be a very emotional drug. It'll play on the little things that stress you out in life, but will also reward those who give it the time and day with a very content, tingly euphoria that is controllable to some extent, and can be heightened considerably provided you focus inwards and the right song comes on through the speakers
. However, this reward is followed painfully quickly by a stab in the back, as if the floor has be swept from beneath your feet and you're falling into a well of tension and apprehension. Dose generously initially, but don't re-dose once the euphoria starts to ebb away.Hope this is as enlightening for all your Bluelighters as it was for me
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Edit: Update - It's now 08:00. I feel a bit ill, fluey. My liver aches considerably. Argh I wish I had known how much was too much
9:40 Feeling much better. Should be back to normal by midday :D But yeesh, not sure if I'm going to indulge in any more butylone ever again. Don't want to pay £11 for a panic attack and swollen liver. Could only have been 0.3g consumed max last night. Lethal stuff 8(
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