bitter as can be

[living in solitude]

this feeling never leaves me
just as the song never ends
always on repeat
i scream the lyrics to silence the screaming from my heart
i hide within the darkness to not reveal the few emotions that i have left
tired of getting asked the question "what's going on in your mind?"
why can't you people who seem to care about me so much leave me the fuck alone?
and to the person whom i'm just used as a light switch for...
quit turning me on!!!!
can't you see that i just want to be left off and not bothered
but how can i turn away the only person that's ever seen my invisible tears??
you're an angel in disguise
or maybe the devil in a blue dress?
whatever the case may beeeeeeee
i can't ignore these feelings that i have for you
still i do fricking nothing about it
but listen to the same damn song over and over
and think about how happy you make me....
die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[E-girl]

conflicting emotions.... i know what you mean about the song and the feelings being on repeat. same here!
it can only get better!

 

[harraser]

i can't ignore these feelings that i have for you
still i do fricking nothing about it
but listen to the same damn song over and over
and think about how happy you make me....
I can sooo relate to this, the whole poem but most of all the part above. Id give so much to be free of caring about this person when they dont want me but unfortunatly theres nothing I can do about it and it makes me feel helpless and angry..... but hopelessly in love at the same time. Sometimes Im the happiest guy in the world because of it and sometimes I hate it, but either way Im stuck feeling like this argghhhhh ahhhh wellllll.
it was a truly wonderful peice.*hugs* luv ant