stardragon
Bluelighter
I'm not exactly sure why I'm posting this, but something about it strikes me as really lovely... this is about the first 15 or 20 minutes of the last time I rolled a couple days ago. I was doing it alone at home. I stopped when I went on IRC and saw that my fiance had come home, and proceeded to pick up the phone and talk to him for like five hours... but there's something very pure, innocent, forthright, alive about these 15 minutes, and I thought I'd share them. This is exactly as I typed it, no edits or typo corrections. Most of it is decipherable.
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2 at once appears to have helped if it was cut 3/4 it's about 130 i just took, if not then 180.. but given what gord said..
oh i dunno.. we must just have been in bad striats.. this doe sfeel pretyt good.. nice head buzz starting at about 45 min adfter ingestion.. the insideof my hoodie feels good.. a litte jaw tension.. also dosage... cos if it was cut we took about 60 an thn 60
and such, which really wouldnt' be enough, liek 2 half pills spaced.. plus depresson. rest...
i did prelod. i think 150 mg 5 htp, space out tho over a few hours, 1 antiox, some tums..
last at a few onion rings at about 8, bnefore that s bit of bread, and before that at around 6? some rice krsiripse or somethig.. typing is hard.. that's good.. restle.s..
want the music to speed up but this is transwave.. melt..too late.. but noe the musics harder at lkeas...
no nausea.. i guss i have a good stomach.. ooh.. daaaannce...
standing still to type makjes me abit dizzy.. seems to be "rushy" and not constsant?
puse is fast but i'm dancing, them pausing to tyep..
a bit dry mouth.. mm elderflower presse.. wow.. tastes goo...
it occurs to me that lasdt imte we hve been "angry" at it? and all the tought to get it? and angry for not being there hen we demanded im march? should have let it come to us.. this seems much better then aprol..
11:00 or so.. feeling good..think they eyes may be starting to wiggle,. don't wna to calm
down and type, wna tto giove free 4reign..
[at which point, i did
]
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Live wrong and preposterously.
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2 at once appears to have helped if it was cut 3/4 it's about 130 i just took, if not then 180.. but given what gord said..
oh i dunno.. we must just have been in bad striats.. this doe sfeel pretyt good.. nice head buzz starting at about 45 min adfter ingestion.. the insideof my hoodie feels good.. a litte jaw tension.. also dosage... cos if it was cut we took about 60 an thn 60
and such, which really wouldnt' be enough, liek 2 half pills spaced.. plus depresson. rest...
i did prelod. i think 150 mg 5 htp, space out tho over a few hours, 1 antiox, some tums..
last at a few onion rings at about 8, bnefore that s bit of bread, and before that at around 6? some rice krsiripse or somethig.. typing is hard.. that's good.. restle.s..
want the music to speed up but this is transwave.. melt..too late.. but noe the musics harder at lkeas...
no nausea.. i guss i have a good stomach.. ooh.. daaaannce...
standing still to type makjes me abit dizzy.. seems to be "rushy" and not constsant?
puse is fast but i'm dancing, them pausing to tyep..
a bit dry mouth.. mm elderflower presse.. wow.. tastes goo...
it occurs to me that lasdt imte we hve been "angry" at it? and all the tought to get it? and angry for not being there hen we demanded im march? should have let it come to us.. this seems much better then aprol..
11:00 or so.. feeling good..think they eyes may be starting to wiggle,. don't wna to calm
down and type, wna tto giove free 4reign..
[at which point, i did
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Live wrong and preposterously.
