Birth Control

[XkandiExbritEX]

I guess you can say I'm a lost soul
A lonely teen
Looking for a place to call home.
Day by day, Night by night
I live in a world of people who don't understand what I am going threw
nor do they ever care.
Blood shot eyes, Tear stained pillows, Broken hearts and shattered dreams.
All I ever asked in life was for something that will make me love it.
Something that will give me reason to live to see tomorrow
Something that will help ease the pain.
I guess its just too much.
Bothering with everything never does me any good.
I just end up right where I started in the first place.
No where.
Not one thing in this life has came easily to me,
I've had to work my ass off for it all,
and then right after I FINALLY have it
after all the work, after all the stress, after all the time
It gets ripped away from my grasps.
So
Why do I brother?
Why do I care?
Why Was I even put on this earth if this is my fate?
Did a higher power put me on this cruel planet as a sick joke?
Do the gods look down on me every day and watch my life for amusement?
Well, Welcome to my world.
Just another day
In my life
Where I wonder
WHY DIDN'T MY MOM JUST USE BIRTH CONTROL?!?!?!

 

[clue_liss]

Very nicely written..
Hang in there - I think we all feel like that at some stage of our lives!
You'll be fine!
*hugs*
If something is getting u down real badly - u can mail me anytime!
[ 18 July 2002: Message edited by: clue_liss ]