Bipolar disorder, health issues, drug addiction and FML!

[paranoid android]

ah p.a your a fighter as well i know..you have banged me a few times.. for awhile i lived at high altitude in kilkenny it was awful for 365 days of the year you are harassed by strong winds and constant rain and that depressed me like hell,you need to get out of where you are. time to save and move on

Well if i wasn't a fighter i doubt i would have made it this far. I am tired of fighting though and i don't know how much i have left in me. Where you lived sounds alot like here except I'm at sea level. That lovely damp wind in the winter pelting rain on you is so awesome 8) . We have some properly miserable weather here which does fuck with my moods but the awesome summer we had did not cheer me up like it usually does. I can only imagine what effect it's all going to have on my moods when it starts getting dark here at 4 in the afternoon . Your right about it being time to move on and once i get the cash i will be doing just that. Being in a new place always cheers me up since you can sort of leave all that shit behind you or atleast not have people constantly reminding you of it. Thanks man

Hey Art I am a friend of P.A I am worried about him have you seen him on here today or since this post? Please help me if you can. Peace, Knightworrier

Hey shit sorry to give you a fright like that . Ive been out of commission the past 2 days because i was puking sick so i couldn't really sit up long enough to get on the computer . So I'm alright besides the whole sick thing. If i can get the energy I'll hit you up later on ok. You hang in there to

I will type a proper reply to this when i can but right now i really can't manage it cause I'm so fatigued from being sick and the anti-nausea drugs are making me a zombie so i can barely think of what to type. I will however say that i appreciate the support that everyone on here has given me when Ive needed it. So much loves to all of ye

 

[knightworrier]

Thankgod, Jeez mate you kinda scared me. I been up for a day or so waiting to see how you were. Thank you for writing back. I'm gonna have a lil sleep now (2 hours) but I'll be around all day/night for ya. Love ya buddy, Please take care I will get to talk to ya soon, BTW My phone is good now. Your a champ, remember that. I think I need to replace my floorboards now. too much pacing. I love ya so much, please don't let the crap in the world bring ya down too much. easy to say yeh. I am just so relieved, Thanks

 

[herbavore]

I'm going to say this as a possible ray of hope at least, PA. I am almost 60 and all my friends that have suffered with bipolar (and they have suffered--some way more than others) have found that with age their symptoms have gotten less intense. Hang in there, all of you that have this despicable disease.