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Biggest achievement?

Hm, I feel my biggest achievement happened last night/today as i stared death in the face. A mental blockade had (apparently) been placed upon my mind, impairing my thoughts. This blockade has been lifted. It feels gone, never to return again.

I wonder if it was the near death experience, the beta-blocker, the combination of both, or something else. Maybe it was someone else who helped me reach this state of clarity. Anyways, I'm glad to be posting this here tonight. And with that I will end my post and say goodnight, cya when I get back, BL. =D
 
Not achievements, but:
Survived four straight days of dosing 195mg methadone + 250mg diazepam. I was probably under the influence of benzos for at least 2 weeks. Retarded dose.

All the times I drove a motorcycle nodding out on Heroin...

I've been retarded.
 
You drove a motorcycle nodding on heroin? What constitutes nodding - that funny feeling when your eyes cannot stop rolling in the back of your skull because you took so much?

You're lucky to be alive among the scariest things I've witnessed professionally is young disabled people in nursing homes that are fully sentient and conscious z c still yet have no way to fight against abuse in said places because they can barely move or speak in a way that anyone would consider decipherable. They get fucked hard and it's killed me to watch more than once.

I'd rather be dead than in that state which is mostly why I'll never get on a motorcycle regardless of sobriety.


This thread is poorly defined. Is achievement simply something we've gotten away with? Or is it more of something we did that could be construed as impressive, but what would be considered that which we should not have gotten away with? Morality needs to be defined.
 
Celebrated 2 years clean on the 5th of January.
Back when I was getting high? Spiking a vein with an 18g 3 ml IM syringe multiple times out of desperation
 
I wrote a winning grant proposal for the california legislature allocated labor study. I was high as fuck on meth during the (oddly brief) period of writing, and it was the first piece of writing I authored that my advisor actually liked. : X
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congrats, llama!

ebola
 
I posted a complete thread with minimal spelling errors while nodding out once.
 
Once I skateboarded home around 7 miles having to cross 3 bridges in the process by my self at 3am on mushrooms + drunk and managed not to hurt my self.

Another time I got an alcoholic friend of mine who didn't really smoke to sell me ~$40 worth of some super dank bud for $10 since he was extremely desperate for beer money and kept I kept refusing so he kept lowering the price.
 
A few weeks ago I jumped into a river and saved a girlfriends 7year old son from certain drowning. It was no big deal, or didn't seem like it at the time, until I started to consider the what ifs and feelings that would have occurred by all parties if no one had noticed or acted.
I had a point or two of shard in my pocket and a full pack of fresh 50g tobacco both sadly ruined
 
I was walking in the city one time and this little black girl couldn't lift her bike up the steps to her house and I fucking He-Manned that shit up there and walked away all proud of myself.

Then I bought heroin off her neighbor
 
Trying to help an old homeless (and probably schizophrenic based on her behavior) lady cross a busy street today only for her to threaten me with, "you put your filthy hands on my stuff I'll call the fucking cops on you, you scumbag"! My hands were clean. Her stuff was a shopping cart filled with trash. Well fuck her, I was gonna buy her lunch too, but decided this scumbag wants some smack tonight. I laughed it off, at a respectful distance of course, I'm not a dick. No good deed...
 
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