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poezante

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she thought the world of him..
trusted his every word,
and ever shadow of his move..
never doubting a second with him..
now, hes done something so deceitful..
that words will never mend or heal
actions have killed what was ever attainable
life turns a new leaf..
new beginning..
without him..
her only ever believing in herself even more
..almost believing the idea that, this was a god sent..
because this is when the strength of oneself shines the brightest..
its to prove that one can NOT be beaten
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CARPE DIEM = Seize the day
*my philosophy*
 
its never easy to say I told you so
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hehe.. spencer i was waiting for someone to tell me that.. unfortunately..
but i was just completely trusting.. dummie me
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the sun is gonna shine.. i can FEEL it!
[This message has been edited by poezante (edited 16 September 2000).]
 
Ya know...shit happens...and you move on. Just dont step in the shit as you walk by it. Not worth the hassle.
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Keep your chin up.
 
yes, thank you guys.. ur the best!
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CARPE DIEM = Seize the day
*my philosophy*
 
lying to yourself is also a form of deceit....
i guess the concepts of personal space, freedom and privacy represent different things to different people but have more meaning to those who are more secure with themselves.
those who fail to listen to the truth often miss important information.
reality sucks especially if you're not a part of it.
 
also, listen to people when they teach you about the concept of self-fulfilling prophecy and grow from it.
"this always happens to me" can only take one so far before they move on.
 
poe...
try to see this as part of your learning experience. Please try to find yourself a shield and use it.
Keep in mind that every guy a girl will meet is not an asshole. Sometimes a girl will turn a guy into being an asshole.
If he says no, he means no..its over. Do not force him for whatever you wanted to happen. This will open a "can of worms". In the end, *you* will be the one left with tears.
Forget what is past and live everday like its last.
wes
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daniel,
dont try to rationalize this and make it seem okay.. it wasnt.. and this DOESNT "always happen to me".. nothing of this sort has EVER happened to me..
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i am more hurt that i lost a friend, then losing anything relating to a companion.. i really just wanted a friend.. in the end
 
I'm going to quote myself from an e-mail I sent to a close friend last night...
Right now there is a void you are feeling, a big part of you that he
took away when he left... Maybe you feel that void needs to be filled so you
look for friendship as a settlement.. Just know that it's almost impossible
right now for you to look at him so differently.. I speak for myself only but my
heart cannot disassociate on those terms.
Think of the part that is missing like a perfect square taken out of what
makes you... Right now, he fits that square, (fills that void) perfectly.. That
square is solid and has been built over a long period of time... As slowly as it
formed is as slowly as it will change to form another shape. Right now that
space is empty and until you can fill it with something else, that person can
only fit the mold that has been set over this long period of time. He has the
same part taken out of him, though the size may be larger or smaller, depending
on how much you meant to him as a whole... This is by FAR the shittiest part to
deal with, realizing that only time apart will fill it once again. It's like
building a beautiful house and watching it burn to nothing... I hope you catch
my perspective... It all takes time, sometimes a couple months, sometimes more,
sometimes less, depending on how strong the relationship was. You know all this
but sometimes it feels better to know someone else understands how you feel...
I hope it helps you as far as the friendship issue goes... I loved your peom.
Peace.
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A tree can't grow in a day, I say, but why such pain when the seed goes away?
 
tankies kyk,
but u know the thing is.. im not all that hurt im more disgusted then anything.. and a bit angry.. but nothing time wont heal..
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besides, "there are better fish in the sea" or @ least thats what my mom said
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[This message has been edited by poezante (edited 20 September 2000).]
 
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