OCjunky88
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I will try to make this as short as possible. I was looking for a way to lower my tolerance and had stumbled upon people using ULDN to lower their tolerance while still taking their opioid of choice. I read lots, ranging anywhere from 1 microgram to 20 to even 100 micrograms. I made a solution with half of a 50 mg Naltrexone pill, so 25 mg (2500 ug) , dissolved into 1500 ml (1.5 L) of water to give me a solution containing 1.6 ug per mL of solution.
I started while still taking my opioid and started with 3 micrograms roughly (2 mL). I instantly felt a sickness consume me, but I had my opioid so I did not have full withdrawals but I did feel physically ill, like I had the flu, from the very first dose. I continued doing this once a day for 3 days...then my opioid ran out. On day 4 I took another 3 micrograms, this time, without my opioid of choice as I heard it can reduce withdrawal symptoms. That day is when I took an elevator down to hell. Within the hour I felt an agonizing anxiety, irritability, restlessness (had no benzos and cannot drink as my liver is shot). My armpits and lymph nodes swelled up and I had what looked like an infection with red skin running down my armpit, bicep. I could feel my chest was heavy and filling with fluid, and chest was extremely tight. I had a fever of 104. I had to get in the shower every 45 min just to keep me sane and from going to the hospital. I managed to do this for the 14 hours I was in precrip WD. Legit thought I was going to die. I was taking massive doses of vit c during this and my lymph nodes started to lose swelling and got better after 4 days.
When I came out of this, I felt I had a spiritual, albeit extremely traumatic experience. I cannot tell you how many cold turkey wd I have been through, and it was nothing like that. It seriously fucked me up mentally, but I appreciate this. Just like any trauma, as hard and painful as it is, there is a seed that is planted and you grow stronger, even though at first you may think it made you weaker.
I want to warn anyone who is considering using ULDN to be EXTREMELY CAREFUL. You are playing with fire so please start extremely slow if you are thinking about doing it. I could not believe my reaction to SUCH A MINUTE DOSE. I guess my shit was so saturated any antagonist will do this? I have no idea. I made sure my solution was very well mixed but it is possible the fillers made it so there was unequal distribution..
I started while still taking my opioid and started with 3 micrograms roughly (2 mL). I instantly felt a sickness consume me, but I had my opioid so I did not have full withdrawals but I did feel physically ill, like I had the flu, from the very first dose. I continued doing this once a day for 3 days...then my opioid ran out. On day 4 I took another 3 micrograms, this time, without my opioid of choice as I heard it can reduce withdrawal symptoms. That day is when I took an elevator down to hell. Within the hour I felt an agonizing anxiety, irritability, restlessness (had no benzos and cannot drink as my liver is shot). My armpits and lymph nodes swelled up and I had what looked like an infection with red skin running down my armpit, bicep. I could feel my chest was heavy and filling with fluid, and chest was extremely tight. I had a fever of 104. I had to get in the shower every 45 min just to keep me sane and from going to the hospital. I managed to do this for the 14 hours I was in precrip WD. Legit thought I was going to die. I was taking massive doses of vit c during this and my lymph nodes started to lose swelling and got better after 4 days.
When I came out of this, I felt I had a spiritual, albeit extremely traumatic experience. I cannot tell you how many cold turkey wd I have been through, and it was nothing like that. It seriously fucked me up mentally, but I appreciate this. Just like any trauma, as hard and painful as it is, there is a seed that is planted and you grow stronger, even though at first you may think it made you weaker.
I want to warn anyone who is considering using ULDN to be EXTREMELY CAREFUL. You are playing with fire so please start extremely slow if you are thinking about doing it. I could not believe my reaction to SUCH A MINUTE DOSE. I guess my shit was so saturated any antagonist will do this? I have no idea. I made sure my solution was very well mixed but it is possible the fillers made it so there was unequal distribution..
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