In the pit of the valley once again
Funny how Mama wonders where I've been
Apparently so has one single friend as well
I lock myself away
Fuck this life
That's all I've got to say
Frustration beats at me fast and furious
Fuck me til I cry
I'm not even curious
I don't give a flying fuck no more
But then again why should a $2 whore?
I hate you life
Go find another wife
I'm going to slice open my artery and vein
I don't give a rat's ass if I'm truly insane
Steel that shines, I take a sharp knife
Closing my eyes, feeling the sting of his kiss
On my porcelain white thigh
Staring at the red glow, soon I'll surely go
To my reservation in hell
I watch in a cold detached sort of way
As rivers of crimson paint my thighs
I can see the life force being sapped away
Hearing silent screams of spiritual beings
I listen to them not, fuck them I am fleeing
Besides what's the difference how I choose my death?
The knife is quite practical and quicker than meth
No more sunsets, no more worries
No more happiness, no more hurries
No more stupid dreams of comical self delusion
Need bother a $2 whore with confusion
No more glancing at starlight, no more despair
Only darkness to claim a life that will soon not be there
No more frolicking with the razor sharp pick
I laugh out loud cause I was HIS trick
It's not that I blame my disgusting addiction
It's not his fault I'm getting my eviction
I'm tired of moving, I'm tired of living
I'm tired of dying, of taking and giving
It's life and everything I am taking leave
I want no pity, or no one to grieve
At least I've got that
In a matter so to speak
I'm now feeling cold
My body grows weak
An ocean of red saturates my sheets
The last thing I see
Is a loaded rig beside me
A detached amusement comes over me
Meeting my inanimate lover's stare
Hearing him silently demand, how I dare
He can't understand why it must be
Why on a whim I decide must flee
Leaving without so much as a single kiss
All right very well, one last high
This one will be our final goodbye
I'm wrapped in his bliss
I feel his hug
I am his princess
He is my drug
Slipping more and more into the thick black mist
Unconscious before I became aware
No matter I'm forever in the grim reaper's lair
Funny how Mama wonders where I've been
Apparently so has one single friend as well
I lock myself away
Fuck this life
That's all I've got to say
Frustration beats at me fast and furious
Fuck me til I cry
I'm not even curious
I don't give a flying fuck no more
But then again why should a $2 whore?
I hate you life
Go find another wife
I'm going to slice open my artery and vein
I don't give a rat's ass if I'm truly insane
Steel that shines, I take a sharp knife
Closing my eyes, feeling the sting of his kiss
On my porcelain white thigh
Staring at the red glow, soon I'll surely go
To my reservation in hell
I watch in a cold detached sort of way
As rivers of crimson paint my thighs
I can see the life force being sapped away
Hearing silent screams of spiritual beings
I listen to them not, fuck them I am fleeing
Besides what's the difference how I choose my death?
The knife is quite practical and quicker than meth
No more sunsets, no more worries
No more happiness, no more hurries
No more stupid dreams of comical self delusion
Need bother a $2 whore with confusion
No more glancing at starlight, no more despair
Only darkness to claim a life that will soon not be there
No more frolicking with the razor sharp pick
I laugh out loud cause I was HIS trick
It's not that I blame my disgusting addiction
It's not his fault I'm getting my eviction
I'm tired of moving, I'm tired of living
I'm tired of dying, of taking and giving
It's life and everything I am taking leave
I want no pity, or no one to grieve
At least I've got that
In a matter so to speak
I'm now feeling cold
My body grows weak
An ocean of red saturates my sheets
The last thing I see
Is a loaded rig beside me
A detached amusement comes over me
Meeting my inanimate lover's stare
Hearing him silently demand, how I dare
He can't understand why it must be
Why on a whim I decide must flee
Leaving without so much as a single kiss
All right very well, one last high
This one will be our final goodbye
I'm wrapped in his bliss
I feel his hug
I am his princess
He is my drug
Slipping more and more into the thick black mist
Unconscious before I became aware
No matter I'm forever in the grim reaper's lair
