Thank you all for your advice.
A couple of days ago, my best friend since the 4th grade committed suicide. He had some mental issues but no one every thought he would kill himself, especially in the manner in which he killed himself. Ever. Anyways, I am going through a lot of pain and depression all the while trying to continue my with my normal life (i.e. work, school, chores). It is very difficult knowing that my best friend is gone. My point is that NOT once have I turned to my 'candy' to cope. I know from experience, at least for me, using 'candy' to cope with emotions does not work. It's just a waste of drugs. If I had a drug problem, I'd be in my closet using right now. But I am not; it's the LAST thing on my mind. Sorry to disappoint some of you guys but you are going to prey on someone weaker with your bullshit.
A couple of days ago, my best friend since the 4th grade committed suicide. He had some mental issues but no one every thought he would kill himself, especially in the manner in which he killed himself. Ever. Anyways, I am going through a lot of pain and depression all the while trying to continue my with my normal life (i.e. work, school, chores). It is very difficult knowing that my best friend is gone. My point is that NOT once have I turned to my 'candy' to cope. I know from experience, at least for me, using 'candy' to cope with emotions does not work. It's just a waste of drugs. If I had a drug problem, I'd be in my closet using right now. But I am not; it's the LAST thing on my mind. Sorry to disappoint some of you guys but you are going to prey on someone weaker with your bullshit.
