I'll share this -
I was at a hard trance/dance event - I had been dancing for 12hours+ (lots of pills, speed, ket and LSD) I shut my eyes and the top of my head seemed to be miles above me (imagine looking up at a Church dome or a giant concave space) - I was at the bottom of that room/space and at the top there was a pulsing object – and I was slowly working my way up, looking through tonnes of fractals, layer upon layer of complexity, fractal after fractal, colour after colour, shapes twisting into each other, colours meaning nothing as it was now layers of feelings/emotions almost struggling to reach the top of this internal tower – every layer brought me closer to feeling god/feeling complete/feeling at one with everything.
The outside music meant nothing / the thousands of people meant nothing there was simply me (dancing) and the pulsing ‘beacon’ this driving sound and the ever building climb for me reaching this point!
The fractals stopped – the shapes stopped - the feelings stopped – there was no longer a crowd – I was no longer at a ‘Rave’ - there was no longer a ‘me’ just pounding beats, and a giant capitol ‘E’ it was omitting pulses, the pulses were fractals, the fractals turned into colours, colours into twisting shapes filtering down to the masses, the masses were simply looking up thinking wow my head feels like a Church dome ! I just stood there with my arms stretched out wide with a huge smile on my face!