say that swim didn't want to exist on this earth anymore, but would rather move on to the next life, reincarnation, heaven, whatever that may be. what would be the best combination of drugs to make a smooth, pain-free transition out of this world?
Jesus Christ.. we're not here to help you kill yourself "swim".. this is going to get closed right quick. Go and post in TDS and maybe get some help as to, you know.. why you want to kill yourself? Just a thought..
I don't consider it "killing" myself. It's more like moving on. Seeing what's next. Letting my soul escape in to the infinite unknown. I know that I have done it before in previous lifes. I have always had flashbacks of previous lifes and worlds I have been involved in. I am becoming increasingly bored with this world and I want to move on and see where my soul will journey to next. I just don't want to move on in a traumatic way of pain and fear, I want a nice, smooth peaceful transition.
Ha, whatever. You're not going to get the answers you're looking for on this site. It's not what we do here.. you'll have to find that info on your own, friend. You need serious mental help.
Jolokia, I know that empty feeling of wanting to leave this place and I'm cursed with diagnosed genetic major depressive disorder and different forms of anxiety and panic disorders. I'm no doctor, certainly, but you sound like you may have an undiagnosed
mental disorder or chemical imbalance in your brain.
I recommend you reach out and seek professional help IMMEDIATELY, before you make a selfish mistake and pass on your feelings off depression to those that care for and love you, because you decided to take your life.
You will not get the answer you're looking for on this forum, but if you decide you may want to still live, The Dark Side may be of assistance.
I'm sorry for whatever is happening in your life, jolokia. However we can't help you kill yourself, but we'd be glad to help you work through the situation. Go check out The Dark Side for some support.
Good luck!
I have to close this though. PM me with any queries.