YellowNikes
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 2, 2009
- Messages
- 347
goddam i wish i had read this thread two weeks ago ive been on a opiate binge(oxymorphone mostly) due to a break up that happened like on goddam christmas day.. fuck the bitch is now dating a 33 year old (shes 19) i feel like shit and thanks to the past two weeks of nonstop opana i cant function without it and i feel like shit shit shit shit shit shti.
honest to god i think i was trying to do the same thing you have suggested: find a drug to numb the pain. Well it doesnt work at all and im seriously at one of the lower points in my life and honestly i would have been over this by now if i didnt start using when she left, i dont think i really even cared that much about her i just kinda used it as an excuse to say fuck it to life wtf this is an epiphany... arg
honest to god i think i was trying to do the same thing you have suggested: find a drug to numb the pain. Well it doesnt work at all and im seriously at one of the lower points in my life and honestly i would have been over this by now if i didnt start using when she left, i dont think i really even cared that much about her i just kinda used it as an excuse to say fuck it to life wtf this is an epiphany... arg