Ok.
just the facts here.
EXPERIENCE 1:
Method: I railed 50mg's of "Ducene" (Australian DIAZEPAM tablets, exactly the same as the American brand "Valium") I took short breaks to allow for mucus flow. A dry nose means powder will be inhaled into the throat and lungs (i dont like that!).
Effects of railed Valium as follows:
- Ignored the placebo effect of "snorting"
- The come up was no quicker than swallowing the tablets, unchewed.
- Very mild euphoria.
- An inspirational open-ness not unlike ecstasy.
- I was able to talk about drugs to my family FINALLY without inhibitions. No lying to them for once.
- Talked to my girlfriend in the same way. basically helped me let out feelings I've been holding in for a long time.
- Note - absence of the benzo body feelings. no buzz. no drunken-ness.
Outcome: Very positive and cathartic experience. emphasis on truth needing to prevail through relaxed inhibitions.
EXPERIENCE 2:
Method: About half and hour ago I crushed 50mg's of Ducene (Valium) and poured the powder into a small amount of room temperature water. Most fell to the bottom (pill binders and DIAZEPAM insoluble in water). Used a spoon to mix the substance around the water just before sculling the lot. Bitter taste. Not unpleasant. Residue on the bottom of the glass.
Added more water. Sculled this. No more residue. The 50mgs were in my stomach. Not as hard as I had expected!
Effects of crushed "wash-down" as follows (in real time hehe):
- Almost immediate benzo buzz
- Come up is lightening fast.
- CNS is slowwing down as I am typing this.
- Cloudy thoughts.
- Euphoria.
- Don't feel being social..
- I'm just totally CHILLED... gad it's awesome. classic "downer" effects.
- Basically... "ohhh yeah, nothing really matters.."
- Breathing is slow, heartbeat is slow too.
- Note: no open-ness, or feeling the need to "spill my guts"
Outcome: Right now I am in downer bliss.. yummy.
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As you can see, Very different effects. I'm too chilled to give a conclusion atm
maybe later eh?
god bless the benzo! (too bad I'm running out!)
YOURS TRULY
Dexium. (formally suedama)
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"He who binds to himself a Joy,
Does the winged life destroy;
He who kisses the Joy as it flies,
Lives in Eternity's sunrise."
[This message has been edited by Dexium (edited 24 October 2001).]
[This message has been edited by Dexium (edited 24 October 2001).]