Benzodiazapines, Cannabis, Amphetamines, Diphenhydramine & Tramadol - First Time - !

[Cloudburst]

Benzodiazapines, Cannabis, Amphetamines, Diphenhydramine & Tramadol - First Time - !

Well this is an example of getting carried away, to say the least. This could be described as an almost unintentional high that took me, zombified and eating pills like candy, along for the ride. I seemed to have had serious issues during New Year's Eve and it all seems to have begun with a single Valium pill I had ingested for treating anxiety and just a stew of shitty feelings as a whole. My drug use then snowballed as I got progressively more intoxicated and therefore further muddied my judgment. Here is the list of the substances including doses and route of administration I ingested in chronological order:

10mg Diazepam (Valium) Oral
2mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) Oral
6-8 hits Cannabis (White Rhino strain) Smoked
60mg Temazepam (Restoril) Oral
90mg Amphetamines (Adderall IR) Oral
60mg Temazepam (Restoril) Oral
300mg Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) Oral
150mg Tramadol Oral

After coming to and not knowing the full extent of what I had done, I discovered a file that I had apparently created during this period of intoxication explaining what I had been experiencing. At least I think I wrote it then. Either way, I had definitely blacked out and had spots in my jumbled memory. Part of the file, likely incomplete due to beginning to trip too hard, is as follows:

8:20pm
With about a 2mg benzo tolerance, I started my day with Valium after having another flare-up of withdrawal symptoms early in the morning about an hour after I woke up. I displayed extreme anxiety, hot/cold flushes, hypochondriasis, so I took my prescribed dose of 10mg, right at the level of my tolerance (i.e. no drowsiness, detachment type of side effects at that dose and equivalent ones) with no intention of recreational use in mind at all. Of course, how I forgot benzos were so moreish in regards for higher doses and/or drugs. First sign of this was a desire to smoke weed and see how the combo went. It appears to cause extreme curiosity to the point of danger as it progresses.

9:50pm
After being mildly high (I currently have a 10mg Valium tolerance, that dose alone would make me feel slightly more numb at best) after about 1.5 hours, I decided to pop 2mg of Klonopin that had been lying around beside me, a single prescribed-dose pill indicated for my bad anxiety/panic that the Valium itself was unsuccessful at ridding myself of unpleasant anxiety and quite possibly early stages of withdrawal.

I immediately regretted myself for doing such a thing; I had relapsed back to my old benzo addiction (with a much lower tolerance than previously at least), all because of a random Klonopin pill bottle left behind.

10:30pm
I had much deliberation to smoke weed after the Valium started to kick in here and, as always, I succumbed and dosed about 6-8 hits worth from a pipe. The relaxation I expected flushed over me. However, I had been very wrong in the assumption that I could coast through this chilled out state of mind where nothing mattered. The Valium and Cannabis had given me a mild tinge of psychedelic during their overlapping peaks.

{Clarify about later}

5:20
This is still going on strong; the vibe I got was child. I used to abuse Diphenhydramine all the time. [NOTE: This is a delusion, I hated DPH] Perhaps it was out of some kind of sick masochism, enjoying the intense panic, terror, and fear that overshadowed me. Same goes for my amphetamine use, love everything about it somehow despite much Now that it has been a year or so since I last start Diphenhydramine

Effects and notes from this ridiculous combo, with stupid shit I listed excised -

PSYCHOLOGICAL:
-OEVs, CEVs
-Sensation of constantly changing environments
-Completely nonsensical and disconnected from reality (as an example, one of my listed effects are "Say you have never been so heavily intoxicated to driving")
-Sedation toward the comedown
-Highly bizarre
-Despite my proneness to anxiety, particularly from reacting to anticholinergics, the other drugs seemed to have made the Benadryl heavily relaxing
-Altered my consciousness to the point where I seemed to have perhaps been more aware of deliriant effects.
-Loss of self
-Time compression
-Virtually no short-term memory
-Mild paranoia at times
-Blackouts
-General memory/cognitive problems lasting for the next day or two

PHYSICAL:
-Euphoric indifference (likely from the heavy potentiation of Tramadol)
-A sensation of having any limbs/limbs floating and/or being weightless.
-Inability to move

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Upon sobering up a bit, I was pretty surprised once I discovered the extent of my use. I seemed to have lost complete control and could have easily done something very stupid. I could no longer even maintain basic communication with friends, let alone myself. One had told me that I had even "pulled a Ledger." All in all, it's always wise to maintain *some* awareness and not trust your judgment while intoxicated. There's no real point in getting so high you are not aware you or anything else even exists, the intense detachment and blackouts are only asking for trouble. I am indeed lucky nothing serious happened.

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[IGNVS]

fun (/sarcasm)



stay safe man

 

[Cloudburst]

Definitely fun, but I cringe at the potential consequences of taking a combo like that. By pure luck, I got away with it and I hope similar events as these don't occur again to me.

 

[Beenhead]

PLease name yer threads correctly!!

 

[stonedandrolling89]

...was that much diphenhydramine REALLY necessary?

really?

ugh...50mg-100mg is enough for me to potentiate opiates.

 

[Cloudburst]

No, of course not. However, I'm pretty sure that the deliriant-level dose did actually potentiate the opiate more than your (my) standard 50-75mg dose. Before, I had just assumed there was a cutoff in the potentiation after 100mg but this seemed not to be the case. The disadvantage is obviously the negative side effects of high dose benadryl becoming apparent(and trust me, I hate benadryl), though the other drugs I took appeared to have negated that, causing me to simply trip balls. God, I'd love to do this again given it was less dangerous. The Valium and weed probably contributed to opiate potentiation a lot as well. In the end it felt like quite a strong opioid, strangely similar with demerol, but with full-blown visuals.

All of this was really just ingesting random drugs without much thought regarding interactions and the like. Just fucking around, basically. God, I'd love to do this again given it was less dangerous and a single drug or at least not as drastic a combo. Usually I find extreme combos to not really be worth it at all in terms of effects, a disappointment. This was by far one of the best and most fucked up combos I've done, cheap luck.

Definitely fun, but I cringe at the potential consequences of taking a combo like that. By pure luck, I got away with it and I hope similar events as these don't occur again to me.

This is ironic. I ended up ODing (intentionally) not long after.