you can get what is PURPORTED to be diazepam or clonazepam. there is 0 guarantee a darkweb vendor is going to send you the real thing. they might, they might not. it's a huge gamble.
you could get diazepam, or they could mix up powders at the press, because they're drunk and don't give af. and this:
https://www.tiktok.com/@redditrevealed/video/7054238003098782982 could happen.
If my mom were confused and dealing w benzo withdrawal, it would be the last element I would want to add. I'd rather go with her calmly to the ER, explain that a crazy doctor has taken a lady who has never been a drug addict off a high benzo dose, and that she is having dangerous blood pressure and seizure symptoms and we need to get her medicated/stabilized and a referral to a good doctor.
Ah shit. I forgot about COVID.
@sorrowfulmoon are the ER's an option currently in your area? and how much extra medication does your mom have squirrelled away(if any)? I really hope she's been saving bottles for years or something like that.