Hi guys. Sorry if I was a little rude yesterday but I was having the worst day of my life. I ended up taking 60 mg in total yesterday and I slept (for like the first time in 6 days) and got 13 hours of sleep!
I regret SO MUCH that I took 100 mg of oxycodone, even though I am used to take more - but I was on my 6th day into WD's. I felt like shit after taking em' too and they stopped working for like 2 hours after I took em. I was used to take 200 mg. Am my opiate WD's going to reset now? I sure don't hope so

At least I know now for sure that I want to quit this and never take it again caus I have a lovely girlfriend I want to have a long future with.
Today I feel like shit still. My heart is racing a little bit, and I am not sure how much diazepam I should take tonight before I go to sleep. I don't want to take too much because I want to start tapering soon, but I think I should wait untill the opiate withdrawel is completely over - dont you guys think the same?
I am considering going to a 10 day rehab center on monday, and after that - start tapering down my benzo withdrawel untill I am on a pretty low dose. Then I will hit another rehab center where I am going to be for like a month or two and then I will be clean (I hope!)
I have never thought benzo wd's could be so massive. If someone is reading this and suffers from anxiety and have yet to try benzodiazepines - DON'T TOUCH EM'! They have ruined my life right now and I am fighting to get off em.
If someone know if the oxy I took yesterday will reset my WD's of opiates then please tell me caus' that's scaring me a bit!