Hi,
From around February to May I used Xanax and some other benzos on occasion recreationally. (I also used opiates alot, but thats a different story).
Maybe a total of 2 times per week.
I quit them both and have not been using any of them at all until now.
Even though I did not use benzos daily, I was still feeling derealization and depression from May to August after quitting my habits.
I now just started college, and today was my second week. After the benzo and opiate use I was having much larger amounts of anxiety than I ever had before my experiments with both opiates and benzos, including panic attacks.
I then got ahold of some Valium and Kpins and have now used them for 7 consecutive days (through the first week at school because of anxiety and social events).
The dosage I have used have been no more than 10mg valium a day, or 1mg klonopin and that made me feel great and social again like I was before I experimented with these drugs in the first place.
I decided to try to lower the dose today, and only took 5mg valium (once) today and have been fine, but the reason I did that was because I could bad anxiety starting to come after a couple of hours at school. I was not really planning to use it at all after the first week at school.
I guess what Im asking is, if I continue to use 5mg valium for this week, will I be ok to cold turkey it on monday, or would it be better to use say, 2,5mg the next week? Or is it too much of a lowering of dose, even after such short term use?
Maybe I should continue to gradually lower the dose, until Im weaned of them totally? Im afraid of the derealization and anxiety I was experiencing after quitting the last time, and think maybe its a better plan to lower it gradually.
Im sorry if the post is confusing, but I feel Im not me if I dont take it (but I know the dangers of using it, and Im not even getting them through a doctor).
From around February to May I used Xanax and some other benzos on occasion recreationally. (I also used opiates alot, but thats a different story).
Maybe a total of 2 times per week.
I quit them both and have not been using any of them at all until now.
Even though I did not use benzos daily, I was still feeling derealization and depression from May to August after quitting my habits.
I now just started college, and today was my second week. After the benzo and opiate use I was having much larger amounts of anxiety than I ever had before my experiments with both opiates and benzos, including panic attacks.
I then got ahold of some Valium and Kpins and have now used them for 7 consecutive days (through the first week at school because of anxiety and social events).
The dosage I have used have been no more than 10mg valium a day, or 1mg klonopin and that made me feel great and social again like I was before I experimented with these drugs in the first place.
I decided to try to lower the dose today, and only took 5mg valium (once) today and have been fine, but the reason I did that was because I could bad anxiety starting to come after a couple of hours at school. I was not really planning to use it at all after the first week at school.
I guess what Im asking is, if I continue to use 5mg valium for this week, will I be ok to cold turkey it on monday, or would it be better to use say, 2,5mg the next week? Or is it too much of a lowering of dose, even after such short term use?
Maybe I should continue to gradually lower the dose, until Im weaned of them totally? Im afraid of the derealization and anxiety I was experiencing after quitting the last time, and think maybe its a better plan to lower it gradually.
Im sorry if the post is confusing, but I feel Im not me if I dont take it (but I know the dangers of using it, and Im not even getting them through a doctor).