attention_horror_621
Bluelighter
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- Sep 26, 2022
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i did benz a couple times (4th of a cotton both times) and it ended in a night of insomnia that only ended after i took a benzo both times. tried an 8th yesterday,, felt the high for like 8 hours, felt stimulated and awake for like 3 more,, then it had passed so much i even fell asleep for a quick nap. like, 7 hours later at 2am (my usual sleepp time i try 2 restrict myself too) i layed in bed and my heart started pounding. nothing intense, but i probably only got like 1-2ishhhh hours of sleep in short 5-15 minute bursts all night. it felt like an anxiety attack, at least physically.
what's up with this? were these, like, really early onset withdrawals? (i absolutely get withdrawals from benz, but id assume they wouldnt appear so soon).
id say maybe it was just a normal anxiety attack bc im prone 2 those but its happened every time ive done benz (especially after the 12 hour mark or so). and, it seemed particularly weird because unlike when i did a 4th the other times,, i didnt have any noticeable heart shit even during the comedown (until late at night ofc).
also i see most benz abusers need likee 1/2-1 inhaler minimum to feel shit,, but i absolutely felt it even at an 8th. could b because im only like 102 pounds and i dont eat a lot. could i b, like, super fucking sensitive or some shit. idk. also i see people talk about doing a whole inhaler and sleeping well that night, but i do an 8th at 7am and can barely sleep at all even at like 5am the next day. just confused n curious.
thx u!!! ^^
what's up with this? were these, like, really early onset withdrawals? (i absolutely get withdrawals from benz, but id assume they wouldnt appear so soon).
id say maybe it was just a normal anxiety attack bc im prone 2 those but its happened every time ive done benz (especially after the 12 hour mark or so). and, it seemed particularly weird because unlike when i did a 4th the other times,, i didnt have any noticeable heart shit even during the comedown (until late at night ofc).
also i see most benz abusers need likee 1/2-1 inhaler minimum to feel shit,, but i absolutely felt it even at an 8th. could b because im only like 102 pounds and i dont eat a lot. could i b, like, super fucking sensitive or some shit. idk. also i see people talk about doing a whole inhaler and sleeping well that night, but i do an 8th at 7am and can barely sleep at all even at like 5am the next day. just confused n curious.
thx u!!! ^^