Behind the Scenes of Drunkenness...

[Pretty_Diamonds]

Episodes?

Lack of self-control. Pushing away boyfriend of 5 years. Running away. Getting into fights with gay guys? Clinging onto to older men.

No memory of ANYTHING.

Is this a look into my psyche? I wasn't like this before. Although, I AM currently unemployed, not in school, not on good terms with friends/family, and having major financial problems. So... in a bit of a slump. >.> Otherwise relationship with boyfriend is good. I also just came off of a pretty major 6 month drug binge (nitrous, opiates, benzos, and alcohol). Sober-ish now, trying to get back on my feet.

I guess I'm just wondering, why..? and although I want to see a psychologist, I get major anxiety in regards to driving and doctors. >.<

 

[average extreme]

I AM currently unemployed, not in school, not on good terms with friends/family, and having major financial problems.

keep urself busy. take responsibilities for the people you care for and who care for you. don't depend on people, make them depend on you.

how are u doing? tell some more i am curious.

 

[nygiants1313]

I hope you find the peace and happiness you seek