GlowPupp-E
Bluelighter
So I walk...
and the sun shines on my back, keeping me warm, comfortable, and all is calm and peaceful.
and the clean, wholesome air fills my lungs and I feel relaxed and content
And I walk...
and I smile and I look, taking in every detail around me as I walk
And the sun is getting lower now, and the warm atmosphere is introducing a slight crisp
And I zip my jacket, and I keep walking...
And I wonder if I'm where I should be...I start to question, rationalize the path I have chosen
But I keep walking, a little faster now..
And I'm getting farther and farther from those dear to me
I walk fast now and the sun is almost invisible, just barely hinting it's feable presence
I'm moving farther and farther and farther away....from them, from home....from reality....from me
I don't know where I'm going, I can't see as good, it's getting dark
It's really cold now, the tips of my nose and white fingertips are icicles
My eyes start to blur (tear) from the harsh coldness
I walk faster, to keep my blood flowing, to protect myself
I'm so far away now, even if I look back I can't see what direction I came from
I question why I left in the first place..
What was I seeking?? What did I expect??
Where did I go wrong?? The path seemed like a straight-a-way, so clear and simple and defined
I don't even remember where it veered, how it looked, what it felt like, all I remember is here, now, how I feel now, what I see
Do I want to try and find my way back...
Is it worth it??
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!!!
I DON'T NEED THEM!!!!
I AM NOT WEAK!!!
Even if I don't belong here, I DEFINTELY don't belong there.
I'm different now, my life has changed, I can't go back
And I struggle and struggle and fight to breathe and stay warm, and the more I try the colder and colder it gets and I'm fuckin freezin
And I've been walking for so fuckin long and I'm so fuckin tired and I can't remember the last time I ate or slept
And my vision is so blurry (from the cold) I can't see a fuckin thing even when it's right in front of me
I don't know where, which way I came from
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I want to go
I scream but no one hears me...
I start to cry but it only makes me more tired, I'm so fuckin exhausted, I can't take this anymore
I lash out, but nothing happens, nothing is around me, nothing hears me...
Nothing to do but keep going, anywhere, just go, because anywhere is somewhere
And somewhere is alive
And I am alive
Am I still alive??
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and the sun shines on my back, keeping me warm, comfortable, and all is calm and peaceful.
and the clean, wholesome air fills my lungs and I feel relaxed and content
And I walk...
and I smile and I look, taking in every detail around me as I walk
And the sun is getting lower now, and the warm atmosphere is introducing a slight crisp
And I zip my jacket, and I keep walking...
And I wonder if I'm where I should be...I start to question, rationalize the path I have chosen
But I keep walking, a little faster now..
And I'm getting farther and farther from those dear to me
I walk fast now and the sun is almost invisible, just barely hinting it's feable presence
I'm moving farther and farther and farther away....from them, from home....from reality....from me
I don't know where I'm going, I can't see as good, it's getting dark
It's really cold now, the tips of my nose and white fingertips are icicles
My eyes start to blur (tear) from the harsh coldness
I walk faster, to keep my blood flowing, to protect myself
I'm so far away now, even if I look back I can't see what direction I came from
I question why I left in the first place..
What was I seeking?? What did I expect??
Where did I go wrong?? The path seemed like a straight-a-way, so clear and simple and defined
I don't even remember where it veered, how it looked, what it felt like, all I remember is here, now, how I feel now, what I see
Do I want to try and find my way back...
Is it worth it??
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!!!
I DON'T NEED THEM!!!!
I AM NOT WEAK!!!
Even if I don't belong here, I DEFINTELY don't belong there.
I'm different now, my life has changed, I can't go back
And I struggle and struggle and fight to breathe and stay warm, and the more I try the colder and colder it gets and I'm fuckin freezin
And I've been walking for so fuckin long and I'm so fuckin tired and I can't remember the last time I ate or slept
And my vision is so blurry (from the cold) I can't see a fuckin thing even when it's right in front of me
I don't know where, which way I came from
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I want to go
I scream but no one hears me...
I start to cry but it only makes me more tired, I'm so fuckin exhausted, I can't take this anymore
I lash out, but nothing happens, nothing is around me, nothing hears me...
Nothing to do but keep going, anywhere, just go, because anywhere is somewhere
And somewhere is alive
And I am alive
Am I still alive??
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