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gnpytr

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Hey all im not a stranger to this place. But I am newly signed up here, never made a post or anything.

A little bit about me. Im crack addicted and have been for 15 years or so. I have been crack addicted since age 14. I would starve myself so I would weigh nothing and the crack would hit me harder.

I have done every single drug under the book you name it. Heroin, LSD, Ketamine, Weed, meth, Coke, mdma, xanax.

I used to be heavily addicted to heroin, meth alcohol and weed and also combining those 4 together in very high doses. But my main choice of drug was definitely crack cocaine. I have alot of experience when it comes to cocaine. I cannot stop thinking about it at all. This shit grapples my mind 24/7 because it just feels to damn freakin' good. Nothing can ever compare to the feeling crack gives you nothing. Nothing beats the wave of excitement nothing beats the extreme intense rush. Nithing beats the feeling that your head skyrockets into the clouds. What a beautiful tear inducing feeling just thinking about it makes me feel good and slightly emotional.

I dont encourage use of crack cocaine. Because once you have tried it you know nothing in life will ever compete with that feeling. So my life has been reduced to utter poverty. But in a sense i really do not care at all. Like seriously. This stuf doesn't even compare to heroin are you actually joking me? Heroin is a joke if you're comparing it to crack cocaine. In terms of addictiveness and pleasure.

So hello bluelight and nice to meet you. I am very long time user of this shit more than 15+ years. I have been 3 years without the stuff before and even when I went back to baseline and sober. There was always that thing in the back of my head telling me nothing can ever compare to the feeling crack cocaine EVER. Not love, not anything, not a nice meal or winning 1million dollars in the lottery. It is the most greatest pleasurable feeling. entire freakin world. The rush makes u feel like you have just conquered the entire planet in a span of seconds.

Please dont do crack because you will realize nothing will ever feel as good and it can make you depressed and very frustrated and upset with life.

So hello bluelight. I hope to make a good contribution to this forum.
 
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Welcome to BL.

I got started on hard drugs at that age as well. I think crack is the most euphoric drug, but i always found heroin/meth more practical and affordable.
 
welcome to bl, yeah i based some in early 90`s, never liked stims, but i did like freebase, not long ago i tried some ice, smoked it up, i also got a lil crack, but i wasted it, shit pipe n lighter, way outta practice, did get the taste a lil but so glad im really turned off to trying speed of any sort after a pretty whacked night and day alone with my thoughts,we all know how it feels to think of our DOC often if not all the time, finally after a good while i dont crave anything but well being~hug
 
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