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Beating cancer

What about meeting new girl who I like when to tell her Im deathly ill? would it scare her?
 
Of course it would scare her but not in an oh fuck way time to run kind of way... It just would be different but if she likes you enough I'm sure she will over look that.
 
Yey. it was superfun while it lasted .. did 1g over 12 hours.. probably not getting sleep tonight having nothing to comedown on.

Maybe I'll buy speed tomorrow again depressed little bit. cant even read this page my pupils are too fucking fucked up. sorry
 
You know, speed will depress you more in the long run... if you're really looking to overcome depression, get on an antidepressant, maybe get some counseling. Speed is not going to cure your ills and will make them worse.

That said, have fun... but be aware you'll just get more depressed at the end of a run.
 
There is just so much we can say man. Just actually think through this and hopefully one day you will know what you have to do to get yourself better.
 
I hope you are able to get better and beat this. As others said before me, the amphetamines are going to cause more depression than it's going to help. I personally don't see anything wrong with getting a little euphoric every now and then but I think you'd be MUCH better off using that and other things as a reward/ on occasion as opposed to straight up abusing it. In your particular case I would honestly look up information on MDMA therapy. I would suggest if possible to find a trustworthy MDMA source and do a .250 gram bomb, if only an annual thing. Of course your focus could be better used on something else, but since we're on the subject I thought i'd throw in the MDMA. Either way good luck man and hopefully you can find some balance and peace in your life, whether it's two years or 100 years.
 
Sorry to hear that man. When I was diagnosed with an incurable illness a year ago, I spend most of that time taking speed and being spun every weekend. But that is the not the way to go man. I was depressed even more after the comedown(even with benoz/ sedatives). Lay off the speed and live your life. My condition is treatable and yours could also be treatable with medication.
 
you are not going to die, you are an eternal being trapped in the body of a dying monkey, you'll be fine.
 
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