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I had to close it. Even I could only keep that kind of self-serving bollocks up for fifteen minutes...

As for the BDD thread, let it remain unspoken and forgotten. ;)
 
But it was such a good thread :( expertly closed, too.

I don't have the heart to troll EADD. You do a much better job than I ever could, Sam..
 
I know... nobody trolls EADD like an EADD mod full of psychedelics, self-importance, Swans records and a Dictionary of Mythology for Dilettantes.
 
I dunno, I am now nicotine deprived and pretty fucking grumpy. I could probably make a fairly decent attempt right this second.. ;)

What psychedelic, Sammy G?
 
A combo of 2C-B and 2C-E... hubristically (and very non-HR, may I add) measured by my 'expert' eyball...

... cue six hours of man listening to horrible music in front of very understanding yet not amused ex-girlfriend and garbling shit about Archangels till even I had to give it a rest.

Now I'm just picking up the pieces bit-by-bit but there's more than one lesson in that, need it be told.
 
Interesting combo, 2C-B makes me violently sick and 2C-E sounds like too much of a headfuck, rather you than me ;)

2C-I on the other hand.. :)

I'm interested to meet this shit-music-listening-to-shit-garbling person SG, I'll give you a shout next time I'm oop north.. hehe.

Very tempted to take my emergency diazepam. It's not an emergency, but on the other hand I'm facing a night of insomnia with no tobacco left..
 
It was a special combo... not one people particularly want to consider a Party Thing in the slightest. Why on earth I'm still allowed to do this around functioning adults who will tolerate my behaviour is something I put down to either charm, pity, or a combination of the two. I'm opting for the former. Obviously. You'd just have to make your own mind up I suppose.

And it's not strictly an emergency Eff, but it ain't exactly a strict evening is it? :)
 
Haha no indeed. I've got some wine, going to drink that and see how I go.

Reversed sleep pattern is better than no sleep pattern, but it means I'm up when most people are asleep.. apart from on here of course, BL never sleeps :)
 
An evening of wine for me as well. No diazepam or any benzo in sight. Hope you get some sleep <3
 
I'm not allowed alcohol for a short while, A***'s gone to bed and so I'm in the awkward stage of trying to avoid the other tribe of more youthful housemates upstairs.

I think the sight of my torso might well put them off, let alone the smell, but I'm having to work at it. I somehow don't think they're up for hanging out with Scary Uncle types either, but you have to take precautions when you're tripping and not feeling receptive to 6-APB-and-ket loving strangers.

Ah, the torso will do it.
 
Haha! I can't handle anyone who isn't a good friend when I'm tripping.. had many a hide-from-housemates moment in my past. Once after new year I hid under my housemate's bed for a while (she wasn't there as she was staying with her parents) on the tail end of an acid trip, and had to be rescued by my then-boyfriend, who was less than amused.. Not too sure why I chose that as my safe place. That was quite a few years ago, I'd forgotten, hehe..

Wine's going down okay. Might avoid need for emergency diazepam. What wine are you drinking Legerity?
 
I am with you there... shit I can't handle anyone who isn't a good friend when I'm on opiates. I am so tired of morons trying to be my BFF with their hands out because of what's in my pocket. I told so many people to fuck off it's unreal. When I am tripping.. well I don't think I could trip with anyone aside from my husband.. People are such shit bags, I am so tired of it. If I tripped around most of the people I know here I might have to smack them because people constantly want to fuck me over for my meds... Now they're mad cause I don't share anymore. Reciprocity is the key to any relationship and if you don't put in what I put in it gets old real fucking quick.

I had an ex boyfriend try to smother me with a pillow on a headfull of acid... Then I chased him around the house with a butcher knife... I don't trip that much anymore for that reason. Something about hallucinagens bring out brutal honesty.. and I'm already brutally honest. Some people can't handle the truth.

effie said:
Haha! I can't handle anyone who isn't a good friend when I'm tripping.. had many a hide-from-housemates moment in my past. Once after new year I hid under my housemate's bed for a while (she wasn't there as she was staying with her parents) on the tail end of an acid trip, and had to be rescued by my then-boyfriend, who was less than amused.. Not too sure why I chose that as my safe place. That was quite a few years ago, I'd forgotten, hehe..

Wine's going down okay. Might avoid need for emergency diazepam. What wine are you drinking Legerity?
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I only trip with my ex. Which goes some way to explaining why she's my ex, if you know what I mean. ;)

Still the most trustworthy person in my life though, and she's had to put up with more shit than most people could tolerate off their child, let alone someone who acted like a convincing adult for long enough to fool her.

So yeah, basically set and setting. Again. Otherwise psychedelics will help put a strain on friendships or make you get arrested unnecessarily. Sometimes both.
 
Freedom from another psych ward. Damn to being institutionalised 6 times this year. Although it was fairly fun being sectioned for making a joke about smothering my roommate with a pillow for snoring... Taken from the nice private ward to a full lock down public hell.

Combo of flunitrazepam and bupe has me good for the day.
 
Hey, tripman! Good to see you again. How did it all go? Rubbish about the sectioning.. snoring is more than enough justification for smothering someone imo.*




*not really, honest..
 
Yeah he had real bad sleep apnoea. Choked and gurgled and snored loud enough to be heard all around the corridor. I simply said to my nurse I might sleep in the lounge room tonight so he doesn't get smothered by a pillow in the night.

She called my shrink and had me out of there in an ambulance about an hour later. Was ridiculous.

It went alright, I did a 10 day detox because I fell back into recreational opiate and methamphetamine use pretty heavily. Then they said I was too psychologically fucked to do rehab and booted me into a different unit for another 3 or 4 weeks, can't remember.

I had a ridiculous amount of benzo's scripted in the first few weeks. Something like 100mg diazepam, 6mg alprazolam, 2mg flunitrazepam then 4mg clonazepam instead of the xanax. Mixed with 20mg suboxone it was a fairly interesting couple of weeks. Fun until they cut me right back.

It's good though, come out the other side a lot cleaner and clear headed. Moved back in with the mother also.
 
Gonna watch Van Gogh by Maurice Pialat with my mother this afternoon. I'm classy, I know.
 
Ive been invited out to 'brunch'..

Still a little mashed from last nights line of mxe .. I thought i was alright and went out on a blindish date with a gawguss fella.

He rolled a huge cheech n chong style joint, drove me home opened the door of his
van which had a high step.. and I promptly plunged into a puddle.. In a kinda Edina ab fab kinda way

He walked me to my door and gave me a chaste pitying kiss on the unpuddly cheek.

HAHA:D
 
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