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Héhé, I'm patrolling the forum, my dear ;)

I'm a bit tired, though (1:20am), so I may go to bed, I don't know :)
 
Whassup all? Still have the dreaded leg pain from withdrawals, it is never ending. Plus I have been having a flare up of another problem and have gotten pretty anemic. In short, I feel like shit.

On the bright side, today is the first day since cutting my ms Contin in HALF (fuckitall) that I have been able to reach the twelve hour mark...usually around hour eight, I am dying and cave in. In 17 minutes I will have made it to the twelve hour mark....surely that is progress, right? I did, however, discover some pink crumbs in the carpet from my long gone oxy script and gobbled them up. Yuck and yum all at the same time.

Why the hell do my legs hurt so flipping badly? Ahhhhhhhh!
 
bummer...i go 2 years without tripping and when I get the chance and money to do so, either the MS-Contin dulled it out way too much, or it just wasn't as good as I was told...kinda sorta tripped for a little bit driving down the road...then nothing...really it just seemed like the lsd was strong enough to make me nod on the morphine but that was about it...
 
Beachcat said:
Whassup all? Still have the dreaded leg pain from withdrawals, it is never ending. Plus I have been having a flare up of another problem and have gotten pretty anemic. In short, I feel like shit.

On the bright side, today is the first day since cutting my ms Contin in HALF (fuckitall) that I have been able to reach the twelve hour mark...usually around hour eight, I am dying and cave in. In 17 minutes I will have made it to the twelve hour mark....surely that is progress, right? I did, however, discover some pink crumbs in the carpet from my long gone oxy script and gobbled them up. Yuck and yum all at the same time.

Why the hell do my legs hurt so flipping badly? Ahhhhhhhh!
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I'm so sorry beachy..my heart goes out to you..i wish i could help...
yes, it's definitely progress..making it the twelve hours..
i c/t about a 2.5-3 years morphine addiction..a longgggggg time ago..
when i was much dumber than i am now..
and you made me laugh..because i'm so ocd about cleanliness..and germs..
but i wouldn't think twice about swallowing a pill i found on the floor somewhere..
thank you addiction. no sleep..i dont even know what i'm saying..i just hope things get easier for you..
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Jktm said:
bummer...i go 2 years without tripping and when I get the chance and money to do so, either the MS-Contin dulled it out way too much, or it just wasn't as good as I was told...kinda sorta tripped for a little bit driving down the road...then nothing...really it just seemed like the lsd was strong enough to make me nod on the morphine but that was about it...
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Doug! don't drive while you're tripping..geez!
too bad you missed out though..
i used to email this one guy all the time..and i would get 3 and 4am emails about the universal truths he'd
discovered from the lsd that night..lol..
i still miss those emails though..
i guess no universal truths from you from this trip huh? damn..
i'm always down to learn..since i don't/won't trip. (anxiety)

have a good day bdd..minus the pizza. :)
~token
 
That sucks, Doug. I haven't tripped in like ten years at least you got a little something, but I know you were expecting a lot more. 8:30 am here, trying to make myself get going for another day of suckiness.
 
Thanks token!

Ha! That universal truth thing reminds me of tripping with a very close FWB who had an awesome head of dreads. He decided to cut them off and we walked to a nearby creek. We decided we needed to have a ceremony about him finally losing the dreads, and as we let them go int the rushing creek, he said, "wreckage for the stream, man, it is all just wreckage for the stream."

At the time, tripping balls, we thought it was the most profound statement ever. Now, I still crack up about it and still use it from time to time...yeah, in the end we are all just wreckage for the stream.....
 
lol beachcat! at least you're laughing...:)

yeah..i feel like wreckage for the stream now too...

my benzo taper ...your opiate taper..
we're some sick puppies..happy fucking monday....lmao.
 
Ah beachcat, i feel your pain! My legs hurt sooo much in wd's, not even Benzos help. The only thing i can suggest is get someone to rub ibuprofen or diclofenac gel all over them, it does offer a Bit of relief. And stay clear of any 1st gen antihistamines to try and sleep, they hinder the leg issues so much.
Keep at it tho, you're doing great. All the best.

S'happenin token? You packed yet, or avoiding it with the aid of norcos? :-D
 
Dread calm said:
Ah beachcat, i feel your pain! My legs hurt sooo much in wd's, not even Benzos help. The only thing i can suggest is get someone to rub ibuprofen or diclofenac gel all over them, it does offer a Bit of relief. And stay clear of any 1st gen antihistamines to try and sleep, they hinder the leg issues so much.
Keep at it tho, you're doing great. All the best.

S'happenin token? You packed yet, or avoiding it with the aid of norcos? :-D
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Mr. calm...hell no i'm not packed yet..but the norcos are gone and i'm back to feeling like crap again.....
and i'm avoiding packing by typing this..right now..
i have the entire week off to get this done though..
and am so glad to not have to work this week feeling like this anyway..
i'm gonna have to smoke a bowl and see if that helps the motivation...
it's not looking good though..lol

~token
 
some light exercises and alternating stretches generally help with short term relief ofRLS in wd's. other thing such as warm baths with epsom salts can help.

one of my saviours have been dencorub creams
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Hello BDD, lefty, token, calm, Beachcat, Kayla and doug :)

Yeah RLS can be a nightmare. Thanks for the tips, lefty ;)
 
Hi lou! i'm smoking in your honor..happy fucking monday..lol.

Kayla..sorry you feel like that...hope it doesn't take long to feel better <3
everybody feels like crap today..

I told you guys..stay away from the pizza....it just makes it worse =D

~token
 
^LOL Token, i wish I'd never mentioned pizza now. Actually its not doing me much good at the moment, with all the morph I've had lately it'll be about a month before i shit it out!!
 
I hope everyone feels better, damn pizza lol jkjk

I know I'll be better I'm getting some h later today :)
 
I deserve an Oscar for my performance with the Dr, 28 temaz thank you very much. Its a happy place in the calm household again.
 
whadddup all.

just ordered some etizolam and hoping they will live up to their expectations...

been taking crappy bunk lorazepams from india that seem to be doing absolutely nothing unless i take "20"mg of the stuff. fucking shit.

also had some bunk diazepam "depose-10" i think, that shit was fucked up. no fucking clue what they put in this shit anymore.

anyone had experience with etizolam?
 
Not tried etizolam yet, not found a supplier I'm totally happy with yet. However i did get some completely bunk diaz the other month. Supposed to be 10's but they were white and about the size of a sweetener pill, there was more diazepam in the packaging than the pills.
 
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