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Hello hello, I'm fine thank you effie, overtime mode =D

How are you Beachcat bébé <3
 
I don't even know.... I accidentally missed my appointment and I barely even got a refill at all...I was going to propose a much more gradual schedule, but I had to take what I could get at this point in time. My pharmacist pulled me aside and said it was too drastic, and said she would provide me with a much more humane taper schedule to bring to him.

I swear, my part of the world has gone crazy. The newspaper keeps printing all these stories of how prescription drug abuse has gone out of the control. Last time I went to the ER when my pain level was uncontrollable I was told that the policy was now they could not treat chronic pain patients with pain meds....my primary doc who I have been seeing for years and getting basically unlimited opioids from "fires" me because they were bought by the hospital and are no longer able to treat chronic pain patients, my new primary doc won't touch it, the three free standing pain management clinics in town don't do prescription management only...I only have my back doctor who was "kind" enough to switch me from 30 mg oxy 5 x a day to 10 mg oxy x twice a day and taper me off my ER med.

It is as if every one has lost their minds. I don't even begin to get it....if i have documented pain (I do) that gets so bad maybe twice a year that I have to seek treatment at the ER, and they cannot treat pain patients for pain....how does that even make any sense. I do no other drugs than those prescribed to me...I guess next time I will have to "fallmdown the stairs" or something. It is a crock of shit.
 
manicmama said:
I always envy people who are able not to worry! I believe that for every bad time you experience, there is an equal amount of good awaiting you & vice versa - happy times 4u soon token - big hugs en route 2u, just wish I could send u a care package too!
I would say goodnight, but got a feeling I'll be mooching round a while yet - the same feeling that made me put the sink bowl by my bed!
Enjoy ur night u lucky bdders with drugs that do it 4u, those who've not - I feel ur pain!

Xx
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Thx MM <3

effie said:
Hey BDDDDers :)

Token that sucks :( where are you moving to? Do you have to move? I'm really sorry about your relationship troubles too :( and in the midst of a benzo taper as well! Gah. Sounds like you need Bleutopia (a dream me and aveo had about us taking over an island filled with BDDers, plentiful drugs and fun-happy times) <3
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No..it's pretty much a local..like w/in an hour move..yeah "happyland" sounds pretty good right now.

Beachcat said:
Token, wow, I feel your pain on this. I am tapering off my opiates now, too, and my doc dropped me from 60 mg twice a day down to 30 mgs twice a day, and wow am I feeling the drop even after a week now...the weird thing is that it is only in my legs. It's like my body decided I have enough morphine to keep everything from hip level up cool, but my legs feel like they have been run over by a train, like I have the worst flu in the world, like I have been beaten with wooded logs or something. Weird. Next month he will drop me down to 15 mgs and I am already dreading it so badly I cannot even say...

Effie, bluetopia sounds cool. It reminds me of that book and movie "the beach" before everything went sour and the drug lords crashed their utopia. I hope Aveo is doing well and feels he can come back some time. I miss him.

Token, are you moving any closer to me by any chance? I am sorry you are moving some place you don't want to be and that your relationship is shitty.

Manic mama, I hope you are starting to feel better, love. Did they do the surgery laparoscopically?
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No, BC..probably around the same distance away...kind of a straight line across...i hate lines....
I hope you get to feeling better soon. <3


thanks everybody
~token
 
Thanx beachcat,
Yeah laprascopically, much better this morning now everythings wore off, most of the gas has shifted - though still a little shoulder pain but not much & I've had a proper wee :) May even go shopping 4 rest of my holiday togs 2day if me bambino's feeling better.
I hope ur ok beachcat & ur pharmacist helps u talk sense in2 ur doctor. As 4 ER, what a load of shit - is pain so intense u can't cope anymore not an emergency? Fuckin would be if they were the one's in pain. So what's their plan? Put a chronic pain patient thru w/d's 2 get her off opiates, & what about the pain?! It's still gunna be there! If the meds were enough 2 keep u coping I don't c the problem - bluetopia? Can I come?
I don't like this world much at the moment.

Xx
 
Cheers Loulou, home now time for a biiiiiiiig smoke....

Aaaahhhh that's better...... Happy Saturday bdd, may the force be with you!
 
whats up everyone? some subs, xanax, weeds, and ciggs to start my day - the breakfast of champions.
 
Dread calm said:
How's the packing going tokeeeee?? You a little Bit brighter today?
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The Norco gods have smiled on me for the weekend..so i must share some brightness today!
:)
If anyone needs me, i'll be super busy not doing what i should be doing!
Thanks calm..enjoy yourself!

~token
 
hahahah token where you at in the US, imma take a road trip.

just down 159mgs dxm with the subs and xanx, i want to have fun today
 
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