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tripman said:
that is an incredibly dangerous drop in dosage.

I honestly do not know how to proceed due to your parole officer.

I think that your best bet is aquiring diazepam through other means and doing a safer taper. As you are already prescribed diazepam you aren't going to fail a drug test.
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bg----thiiiiiiiiis^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^<3
 
Beachcat said:
You are welcome, my love. You are really very handsome. Post more pics of your lovely face, please. And other parts of you if you are so inclined. Jealous of your bakedness.... Coming off of opies sucks!

I could not sleep last night so watched almost all of season one of Mad Men....getting ready to watch some more, that show is addicting!


Oh and Lou, ps now I have a crush on you! Tripsy, you are cute, too, I don't think I have ever seen your face before....
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:D.

Yeah i think i've only showed my nipple in this thread.

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Didn't you just do rehab?

At least don't relapse on meth, trust me - nothing feels worse than relapsing post rehab, it's like something inside you died.
 
got free oxy to take in exchange for being the DD tonight! and in my circle of friends DD doesn't mean you can't drink.
 
Lol. What NT said ;)
I have achieved my pleasant buzz for the time bein.
I'll be feigning in an hour.. Lmao.
At least I was productive. Woke up bout 8 am, (or 8 isim time. ISIM = it sucks it's mornin) I think. But house was clean & fully bleached by 10 am :D
I'd like to thank myself for tapering off AD's and becoming myself again instead of a sit around zombie.. lol ;)
 
hydroazuanacaine said:
got free oxy to take in exchange for being the DD tonight! and in my circle of friends DD doesn't mean you can't drink.
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puts in application to be friends with hydro's friends...
I actually don't drink anyway...
but this oxy thing could work out..

HI BG! <3 AD's are a joke imo..you're better off;)
 
Hey all...been a little bit since I've logged on here...how is everyone?

I think I've come to the conclusion that tramadol doesn't metabolize worth a shit for me or that I'm "seizure-proof" lmfao...

The other day I started out taking 300mg...about 4 hours later, took another 500mg...then about another 3 or 4 hours later, took another 400mg...I've taken 1200mg (24 tablets) of tramadol in a day before, but have never exceeded 400mg in one dose lol...

only negative effects that, that kind of dosing had on me was my constipation was a bit more severe...fun times lol...
 
Ugh, tramadol! Only ever had it once, prescribed after I mashed me liver n kidneys up - oh the clever things we do when depressed! Anyway, I just sat there spinnin out, cudn't get up wivout me head wobblin, major effort 2 stop the contents of me stomach comin up. Me n downers don't get along needless 2 say! Tho the quacks love prescribin them 4 me! Ha ha - ya always get wot u don't want!

I've actually bin clean of the old base 4 a good few days - my op was listed 4 2mrw, did not fancy complications wiv the general - so after several days of tiredness, grumpin, headaches n alternatin between contemplatin chuckin meself in front of a fast car an jumpin on a train armed wiv my legendary fury that is more than capable of puttin my prick of an ex in hospital, and of course fightin these thoughts, I recieves a phone call 2 say op is cancelled, rearranged for 2 weeks time, doctors on strike.
I cannot do 2 weeks of this :(
Seriously contemplatin jst eatin that big fat lump of base in my freezer.

Dear Father Christmas,
I am a bad, naughty, girl. But I promise to amend my wicked ways should you replace my love of stimulants with something healthier. Or I will settle for a puppy. Custody of my son would be perfect :)
Mm xx

Shit - he dunt wrk til december, does he?
 
tokenname said:
puts in application to be friends with hydro's friends...
I actually don't drink anyway...
but this oxy thing could work out..

HI BG! <3 AD's are a joke imo..you're better off;)
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Hell yeah, as your BL "partner" (lmao) I demand to be accepted with one of my BL life partners lol. I'll pass on the alcohol but oxys? Yes please :D
Damn.. My friends suck. Lol I can't really say that bc a friend (actually an ex) is buyin me a bag of smoke as I type this ;)
Yeah, I'm so anti-AD's now. I cannot believe the difference in my every day life that has happened! I went from sit around as much as possible doin nothing to this hyper, sociable, finding old hobbies person again and things like that. I even wrote a poem today :) Literally the last time I did that and felt enjoyment was in '09. I have wrote since 3rd grade. Even won the young authors competition (braggin a lil lol). But after startin psych meds, nothing felt right anymore. I wasted so much of my life just takin pills bc the psych told me to. Ugh lol.
But that's the past and :: lights up bowl ::...
Jktm, watch that tramadol. You got lucky, imo. Those are terribly dangerous dosages.
Welcome back :)
 
BabyGurl3171 said:
Hell yeah, as your BL "partner" (lmao) I demand to be accepted with one of my BL life partners lol. I'll pass on the alcohol but oxys? Yes please :D
Damn.. My friends suck. Lol I can't really say that bc a friend (actually an ex) is buyin me a bag of smoke as I type this ;)
Yeah, I'm so anti-AD's now. I cannot believe the difference in my every day life that has happened! I went from sit around as much as possible doin nothing to this hyper, sociable, finding old hobbies person again and things like that. I even wrote a poem today :) Literally the last time I did that and felt enjoyment was in '09. I have wrote since 3rd grade. Even won the young authors competition (braggin a lil lol). But after startin psych meds, nothing felt right anymore. I wasted so much of my life just takin pills bc the psych told me to. Ugh lol.
But that's the past and :: lights up bowl ::...
Jktm, watch that tramadol. You got lucky, imo. Those are terribly dangerous dosages.
Welcome back :)
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Baby-
Cover page on app said where I go... all my BL <3's go too...
so no worries...

If they like hydro-they're gonna love me...lol...j/k

Glad you're feeling better tho...
Yeah...for me AD's are the devil..but I do have a friend who says
lexapro saved his life...so I dunno...
It's just gotta work for some and not others...

MM...all I can say is that I hope you're feeling better soon...<3

Doug...I'm pretty sure we talked about tram a couple months ago...so I think you have
a history w/it...unless i'm mixed up..but I figure you know the risks..so I'll save my energy
on a pointless lecture..and just say...yeah..baby's right...you've been lucky, so far as your tram usage goes.

I've decided tonight that life's a bitch...but HR...don't do drugs!
followed by it's time to smoke a bowl....

~token
 
Ya, I've been Rx'ed them since Feb 2011...get 240 of them a month along with 60 150mg lyrica, and 90 10mg flexeril...

What I really need is something like...

90 60mg MS-Contin, 90 30mg MS-IR, 90 350mg Soma, and maybe 90 200mg lyrica

or

60 80mg Oxycontin, 120 15mg OxyIR, 90 350mg Soma, and maybe 90 200mg lyrica

lol...
 
Good Lord, why do I keep forgetting that's you Doug? lol
I'll take the "what you really need" list with me to my drs and say I need this myself. If only.. Lol.
I have a possible displaced shoulder, waitin on x-rays, and they gave me ibuprofen. Really. Wtf. Lol. At first I thought it was neuropathy but I remember hittin the wall with my shoulder durin a last fight. And it hurts to move. If it is outta place, bet my dr gives me a shot of demi before they 'pop' it back in lol. I'll cry like a baby lol. :P
token, I shouldn't have summarized AD's suck for everyone lol. BF takes them and I know when he hasn't. But, like you, they're evil little things for me I'm findin out. I'm off my Effexor (over a month off now) and I'm only a few days off Seroquel but I see a huge, good difference!
Now to work on all the other bs meds lol..
 
Hi BDD. Today the concierge (janitor) of my building rang at my door, and she told me my direct neighbors complained to her about the marijuana odor in the public parts (my desk where my computer is and where I smoke is very close to my door).

What? Why can't they just speak to me? Do they need to complain to the concierge? Fuckery. What next? Police?

I don't care, let them call the police for a few marijuana joints. Haha.
 
Jktm said:
Ya, I've been Rx'ed them since Feb 2011...get 240 of them a month along with 60 150mg lyrica, and 90 10mg flexeril...

What I really need is something like...

90 60mg MS-Contin, 90 30mg MS-IR, 90 350mg Soma, and maybe 90 200mg lyrica

or

60 80mg Oxycontin, 120 15mg OxyIR, 90 350mg Soma, and maybe 90 200mg lyrica

lol...
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Yeah , that's what I thought...

this list is what i need too...but would be happy w/just the soma at this point...

BG...ibuprofen's for babies..lol..
hope your shoulder gets sorted out...ughh...hurts thinking
about it..<3
coming off effexor was the last time for the AD's for me..not that they didn't try to
get me on yet another one..but at that point...no no no f*** no was my answer..=D

Lou..holy cow..why can't ppl just leave everbody else alone?
i suggest moving somewhere more private...
F*** having mindless neighbors that close.

~token
 
supp everyone, im on a lovely cocktail. i feel good :D

havent posted much lately, been mostly sober, havent shot heroin in over 3 months...yay mee!!!
 
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