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hey laC...sorry i was rude..
nothing nearly as good as what i need...that's for sure...
about to smoke another bowl though...maybe that'll help
how are you...same question...and it's token..lol



~token
 
its all good man, i didn't even know what you did lololol

weed is always good, im glad i started smoking again


i had an interesting day but mainly sober. tonight its subs, kpin, weed, DXM, and dph yeye
 
lol..in that case...
i didn't do anything..

yeah i didn't smoke for a longggggggggg time...
I'm glad i started again too...

hate kpins...but have fun...i think you will!
 
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laCster said:
its all good man, i didn't even know what you did lololol

weed is always good, im glad i started smoking again


i had an interesting day but mainly sober. tonight its subs, kpin, weed, DXM, and dph yeye
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For the love of God she's a woman.

Glad you're toking dank again though, better drug than most others IMO.
 
Ha! thanks TC..i swear I don't try to keep it a secret....
but I've got em all fooled, regardless.

<3
 
where do they keep those deserving ones again?

if I don't lie...then I don't have to remember...
 
California love.................dre and tupac...
in my head now..

why do they have to keep the deserving ones so far away...seems unfair...
 
Mornin BDD, they have good guys in the UK as well and elsewhere, I gotta stand up for the men, as I do when a lady enters the room, what with me being English ...don't you know ;)

I'm not sure what it's like in the states these days but in the UK its become quite acceptable to refer to a team at work as "the guys" even when there are women in the team, not something I do personally but its interesting how the male words are the ones that become generic, like Actor. I'm sure it's a good thing, but then I'm male so really have no right to comment :)
 
It will pretty much ruin your buzz, but bro this is really sad to see such a strong guy like you be defeated so easily by crystal. I have high hopes for you and your recovery, it is by no means worth losing people you care about.

You know damn well I know my shit about this, so feel free to PM me or aim me whenever.
 
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Im willing to lose people I care about for this shit, why I don't know even know
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that would be because you're addicted.




@ atm: it's only something i complain about..nobody's mad about it..
I'm a fan of men. ;) some of them anyway.

token
 
I'm 1 week and 2 days sober but I feel like it's gonna end soon


If I use again, I'll have nowhere to go but yet it still crosses my mind? Iv'e never used a drug that did this shit to me

It's psychologically destroying me and will continue to till I use, I don't know what to do anymore, rehab is a crutch I can't stay in forever and I don't wanna go back cause I need to cope with the real world, but I have no choice but to stay in the same area as my dealers etc

Tomorrow will be the real test when I go back to my house, haven't been back since rehab staying with my grandpa as of tomorrow, basically outta town even though I could get some now It's just hard here, tomorrow will make or break, or at least to the end of the week..well see

The day before I went into rehab went like this..

Went in psycosis that almost ended my life

I can't even explain the way I looked the day I went in rehab, my eyes were popping outta my head, I was having convulsions, and thought I had a gun and hearing suspect is high on methamphetamine over and over and over, I thought I was in a standoff with the cops for 4 hrs in front of my dads house, and thought I was killing swat team members with a shotgun, getting on the ground on my street and getting back up etc

Till my dad found and grabbed me and took me to the hospital, as my heart rate was 160 then rehab came and now I'm out but the urge remains

Crystal is one hell of a drug that's forsure
 
Yes they did, and I really think I need that at this point I don't even wanna go back home tomorrow cause of this small urge

Do they give you a job? or let you go out and look? That's the biggest thing for me
 
you're encouraged to get a job from what i understand...
friends actually not me...i'd admit if it was...
but you'll be watched..
however..you'll live w/ others going thru the same thing..
you won't have to deal w/friends and family too much..
.which is generally most triggering and stressful.....
and i think it's a great option for you...
also looks good on court papers;)

<3 token
 
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