Hey everyone!
Glad to hear you're doing better, laC.
Doug - I was the fat kid on the playground that got shit for everything. Swing back, fuck the complaining.
(granted this took years - the best approach is an analytical shit taken on their heads. most people are dumb; good luck w/ some people though)
Past week or so has been a time-warp. Amphetamine, LSD, methylone, heroin, and then my scripts on top. Just got more L and looking forward to a beautiful mother's day through Tuesday hahaha.
Haven't been on much as a result though.
I'm awful at splitting time between hobbies / friends - like you were saying, laC. I hyper-focus for a season, then fall off. Get sad that I fell out, and then fall out of something else, etc. It's utter shit, really.
I also need to get it out of my head that I need opiates to function properly. And bupe doesn't cut it; makes me depressed after ~4 days or so.. NOT something I need "help" with..
(like 3am arguments after being away 36h and tripping the whole time)