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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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whats up guys?? how is everyone?? im fantastic =D i just blew down a fat line of suboxone and took a shot (like alcohol shot, not IV LOL) of 45mgs DXM and 300mgs gabapentin to start off the day~!


nAON said:
aha yeah, im pretty sure us lot have used more than most people in the world..

I just aint been in BDD social recently. i think i might have some sort of ADD, like i'd put all my attention into something for a few months, then get distracted by something else and then focus all my attention into that and forget about all i was doing before 8(
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hAHAHaha dude, i do the same thing!!! like i find something really interesting, put all my time and energy towards it, and tthen it gets boring and im intrigued by something else. come back around to the bdd social more! you were part of the oldschool crew ;) i love you man

Pjkt2501 said:
I call it "cycling" (as does my GP) - one of my more mild signs of bi-polar.

So I had a wonderful few days, ending w/ an argument around 3am today.

This coming weekend shall contain much more of the same!

Hope everyone is doing well! You too, laC! Stick it out buddy.
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im sorry bro :( arguments suck, just keep your head up, things get better :)

thanks for the support pj!!! i appreciate it, and i love you :D you're the shit!

fuck yah! suboxone is helping me soo much! i have no opiate cravings waht soever!!! which is fucking amazing because i would think about heroin all day long without it.

my family life is going good too, i am speding more time with my parents and they are happy im not doing anything sketchy. they caught me last weekend trying to buy dope because my dealer called the house phone andd fucked me over LOL

love...
 
fucking boring social, i know yall motherfuckers are lurking on the forum but not posting...cough cough effie and NT <3
 
laCster said:
fuck yah! suboxone is helping me soo much! i have no opiate cravings waht soever!!! which is fucking amazing because i would think about heroin all day long without it.
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Saved my fuckin' life my dude! Buprenorphine is a blessing for those of us that were imprisoned by opioids (ESPECIALLY HEROIN!!)
 
escape!!! what up duuude??? how you doing today??

im doing fucking awesome.... i have weed, suboxone, gabapentin DXM and nicotine

so far i;ve had 2mg suboxone, around 3gram gabapentin, 60mgs DXM, a couple ciggs, and im waiting for my weed dealer to get to my crib :)

what're you on?\
 
laC you definitely know how to put your shit together!!

I'm on ~2mg Suboxone, 600mg gabapentin, bowls strawberry sour d topped with white russian hash, and about to light up a cig. Got some valium, a 2mg kpin, and half a xanax bar set aside for later, not to mention a half eighth of those ridiculous Thai shrooms.

This hash is so potent it's fuckin' got me feelin' somewhat trippy! haha. What are you getting into today man?!
 
hahaha thanks man, i take that as a compliment, but its not a good thing yah kno?? its so easy for me to od with all the substances

fuck man!! i fucking looove hash!!! its liek the crack version marijuana but lasts just as long. my dude who i used to buy from always had bubblegum hash and that was soo fucking fire, except now he isin prison for 20 years :(

lucky bastard, i want some benzos :( i dont have a car though to go get some and my dealer lives kind of far so i guess i have to wait to show my parents that i am sober . i dislike shrooms though.... LSD > shrooms all the way

my dealer is coming over to my crib in like 30-45 mins and we are going to spark up..then im going to an NA meeting at around 7pm eastern time...then i have to come back and do my math final and im done with school! hell yahhh
 
Evening boys :) sorry I've not been in, busy night! LaC, I owe you a PM too, sorry.. <3

Itchy-codeinated and trying to get all my BLing done so I can go to bed at a respectable time. Good luck with NA and your maths! :)
 
hahah take some benedryl is you are so itch, and thanks on wishing me luck!!


edit: lmaooo im so high
 
Cane2theLeft said:
Great to see you're ok, oxide!

Doug, you gotta learn to not take me (or anyone else) as seriously as you do. That last one was admittedly too harsh and I genuinely apologize but you need to learn to let shit roll off your back and just roll with the punches. When you curl up in a ball and say "why are you picking on me?" anytime someone gives you shit, it just makes people (or maybe just me ;)) want to give you more shit. If you would hit back in good fun as most people do, we can all enjoy giving each other a little shit :)

Steps is a great example... I give him as much or more shit as I give you and he just rolls with it. steps, you're posts have improved some and they are more factual and less delusional tweaker shit but you're still a tweaker ;)
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Albeit, I do need to not take things so personally and learn to fuck back, you pretty much KNOW I have un-formally-diagnosed APD or at least un-formally-diagnosed SAD, and you seem to take advantage of it...

I got FUCKED up today...was out of my tramadols, so I took about 55-60mg of MS-Contin (chewed up the little half-pill into small chunks so I guess it wasn't so much of an ER med lol), took 600mg pregabalin, and then got sedated with Halcion (I think I got like .5 a mg total; it was 2 itty bitty white pills), and was fine at that point, but then they started the Nitrous oxide (Dinitrogen Oxide; whatever the proper nomenclature is) gas...BOOM...I was fucked up...

I had about 30 seconds of me worrying about my breathing (worrying to myself that is...not voiced) and then I just didn't care and passed out about 2 minutes in...I woke up feeling nauseated about 4.5 hours later and then got driven home by my dad at about 1:30, with me arguing about how I could drive and whatnot...then I get home at about 2, ate a shit-ton of food, and passed out until 9 lmfao...I guess it's a good thing I didn't drive, but it sucks because I was supposed to pick up my tramadols today :(

I guess I'll just have to take my last 100mg MS-Contin when I get up so I can get through my exam lol...
 
laCster said:
fuck yah! suboxone is helping me soo much! i have no opiate cravings waht soever!!! which is fucking amazing because i would think about heroin all day long without it.
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Thought you hadn't done heroin...oh well...not my point anyway...maybe it's because I'm dealing with constant pain, but bupe wasn't exactly doing a good job of keeping me from craving opioids (or is it opiods?)...On 4mg I felt fine, slightly buzzed from it, and pain levels so low it felt surreal when combined with smoking weed, but then about 6-7 hours later, started hurting again, so I snorted another 1mg about 9 hours after first dose, and that brought me back down to about a 4.5 or 5, and just kinda stayed there through the next day, and then the next morning was doing pretty badly, but couldn't take anything else...

Morphine on the other hand, works amazingly for my pain lol...
 
Just ate a half 1/8th of boomers in a matter of minutes. I'm sedated on benzodiazepines, so I feel as though this will be a less paranoid, anxious trip and more of a dreamy, psychedelic trip. I'm hoping it treats me well!

I also have plenty of potent marijuana and the phenomenal gram of russian hash I fortunately purchased. Hoping it will potentiate the psilocybin if I feel it needs that extra "kick"

Whats going on with all you BDD guize? anything fun?!!
 
Hey BDD

So I finally learned my lesson as to why meth abuse is such a stupid idea. I guess we all learn sometime. Makes me feel terrible for the people who are too far in to quit.

Taking a break from street drugs. The meth monster finally got just about everyone I used to hang out with. I doubt they'll have the will power to quit. Goddammit.

Welcome to the south part of america, where "loading a bowl" does not mean weed.
 
It started with me taking 20mg a day for 5 months. Life was good, simple, no side effects.

Then one day the tweakers began to realize my use of their DOC and wanted me to join in. Suddenly my tolerance sky rockets from 20mg to feel medicated to 200mg.

The funny difference between low dose use and high dose use was how I began to have these dark thoughts of stealing and mugging all for fun. Fuck that.

Sitting here cold turkey, I had extreme difficulty getting through the day. I felt like I had mono. Fortunately my script to vyvanse and klonopin came in and the withdrawals are much less severe.
 
I remember reading online about dextroamphetamine (which Vyvanse is a pro-drug for, of course) as replacement therapy for methamphetamine.

Glad to hear you're getting through WDs man :) I'm basically addicted to dextroamphetamine at this point...but now that the semester is over (ended today) I plan on taking a nice long break from Dexedrine. I hope....we'll see

Man, its late. I need to get to sleep

<3
 
It certainly works. I feel normal, but not tweaked out. Which is all I want at this point.

I just want to return to legal pharmaceuticals and continue a productive life. The meth life is way too unpredictable and hectic for my taste.

I've definitely seen the drug steal people's souls.
 
That feel where I havnt been doing meth, but 4-MAR the entire time.

That explains a lot.

No wonder the come up was like mdma
no wonder it felt more serotonin-like
No wonder it didnt really feel like an amphetamine

Life is awesome. No brain damage woo
 
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whats up renz and NT? i havent spoke to you guys in a while!

just blew down a fat line of suboxone and now im eating raisin bran cereal..yummm. about to go for a cup of coffee and ciggs because i have a busy day today :)

oh yah and im going toke up some purple buds :D
 
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